Maka's journal
1 heart,
2 heart,
3heart,
4,
5 heart,
6 heart,
How many more…?
*flash back*
"Hey Soul?"
"Yeah…"
"Can I take you out to dinner?" 'Omg, this is so embarrassing.'
"Why?"
"Umm because…"
"Because what?"
"Because I've fallen in…"
"Can you speak louder!?"
"NEVER MIND!" 'Shit what have I done?'
"Maka is it because you like me?"
I shook with fear, "No…"
"Maka tell me the truth"
"Well why do you want to know, for you cared is that you've got a whole bunch of girls that hang around you that you don't bother to show up to our lessons."
Soul looked hurt, but I knew that even if he were my protector, who wouldn't have been able to save me from him.
"Look Maka that's n…"
I cut him off, "It doesn't matter anyway I'll just…" I wasn't hungry but I knew I wanted to get out of that house.
"I'm going for a walk, I'll be back at who knows when, so goodbye." 'Soul was a different man now, almost like Pa…pa'
"Maka…"
Before I knew it Soul had shoved me against the wall, putting my hands above my head.
"Maka…"
I looked into those lustful, caring eyes for a moment but then I remembered that he was a player, I could not fall for him.
Ding Dong
"Soulie, my love, we have to leave, we're going to be late for our reservations you made," said a whiny-childlike voice behind the door.
"Coming love, I'll be out in a minute."
'He's a two-timer and to think I've loved him more than a friend for all these years.'
I shoved him off me and quickly ran to the door.
"Maka don't…"
He was too late, I opened the door, and ran out. Tears were streaming down my face and I barley caught a glimpse of who the person was. It was a girl with a beautiful figure, she had long wavy black hair, blue eyes, and a cute outfit hugging her body tightly.
"Soulie my love are you ready?"
*End of flashback*
Right now I was at Black Star's place and Tsubaki was making us hot chocolate.
"So, Maka, what you writing there," Black Star said in a curious voice.
I had totally forgotten that I was at their place and was scribbling nonsense on the papers Tsubaki gave to me.
"Huh, what oh umm, nothing' much." I laughed nervously because I thought he wasn't going to believe me.
He put a thumbs up, "Okay yeah whatever."
'Wow he really is stupid.'
"Here guys, I wonder if adding marshmallows were alright," Tsubaki said in her kind voice.
"Alright, I love marshmallows."
"It's fine."
I stared down at my hot chocolate. It was depressing and infuriating that it would be hard to go back to that place where I once called home but now a motel specialized for girls.
"Hey Maka, why are you crying, is something wrong?"
I looked up at Tsubaki's concerned face. I felt my face and touched the tear snaking its way down my cheek.
"No, no, nothing wrong here, yup that's it, nothing wrong with this girl here, just…"
"Maka there's something wrong, why won't you tell me?"
I put on a fake smile," I just had a hard day, that's all, okay, you don't have to work yourself up for me."
She frowned," Alright if you say so."
"BEDTIME!" Black Star shouted.
"I'll sleep on the floor," I said.
"Nope, you're sleeping with me, Tsubaki can sleep on the floor, right Tsubaki, you can sleep on the floor?"
"Well umm"
"See, she's fine with it, go ahead and make yourself comfortable."
"Wait but what about pajama's?"
"I can let you borrow mine if you want?"
"That would be too much to ask of you Tsubaki, I really shouldn't."
"It's okay, I always have spares."
"Well," I thought about it for a while and responded," Fine, just give them to me."
Tsubaki gave them to me and I ran to the bathroom. I put it them on and the pants were already sliding down my waist. They ran down to me feet and from the shirt, the shoulder sleeve was already sliding down my arm. I walked back to the room. I had barely gotten in bed when the door-bell rang furiously.
"Black Star open up, is Maka in there, if she is, open the door now!"
Black Star looked at me with a surprised expression. I mouthed the words, 'No,' and he yelled,
"She didn't come by at all, she is probably hanging out with Tsubaki at the park or something."
"Can you just let me in then?"
"NO, I mean, why don't you stop by tomorrow or next week, it's late and I'm tired, had a hard training day with Tsubaki."
"Whatever but if you hear from her, promise you'll tell me?"
"Yeah, totally, if she happens to knock on my door, I'll call you up."
"Thanks man, you're the best."
"You're welcome."
I heard Soul's footsteps retrieve and then I let out a sigh.
"What was…"
"Nothing, nothing, I'll explain later okay, right now I just want to have a goodnight's sleep."
"Whatever."
I tucked myself in and Black Star climbed in. I felt an arm wrap around me and I looked at it. It was Black Star's arm.
I glared at him and said," Let go."
He didn't respond so I tried to lift it but it didn't budge.
A couple seconds later, 'As if he did this on purpose,' his arm slid the side of my shirt and wrapped it around my bare waist. I felt his fingers gently secure around my midriff. I blushed a scarlet red. I ignored it and fell asleep only because I knew he was stronger than me and there was no possible way I would be able to take it off.
~Morning~
"Get the hell of my meister!"
I rubbed my eyes and still felt Black Star's arm on my waist. I looked up and saw that it was Soul.
Black Star annoyed said," You do not wake up a soon-to-be-god from his slumber."
"Don't give me that god-crap ok Black Star, I've had a bunch of crap going on and I really don't need yours too."
I felt Soul's arms grab me and lift me. Soon he was carrying me like a sack of potatoes.
"Let me go," I said in a whiny voice.
"That's what happens when you run from me like a little girl when I'm trying to show you how I feel."
I blushed, "Well you shouldn't two-time."
He sighed and just carried me all the way home. When we finally reached home, he threw me on the couch.