Hey guys! I know lots of people are going to hate me for writing this but please don't kill me okay? I would go find Rick Riordan and kill him if he killed Percy, my boyfriend. Lol okay goanna lower the fangirling. Please enjoy. If you no likely, then u no read k? Review! No flames!Sorry it's so short.

Disclaimer: I'm not Rick Riordan, I think so at least...


Annabeth's pov.

Gone.

Just gone.

He is here.

No.

He was here.

This is not happening.

No, I can't believe this. It's all a joke. But it's not. I know it's not. The gods have been playing a sick game. And I'm just a piece on there chess board. He was just a piece they had to sacrifice to win the game. The game of life. Their life of immortality. I shall not forgive them. Ever. They took him. Away. From me. They took him. I choked up as sobs racked my body. He's gone. He was here. But he's gone. They took my world away. The only thing that kept me going. The only person who knew me even better than I knew myself. Percy... I hope he got into Elysium. If anyone deserves to go there, it's him. Well gods, you made it. You played it. Your game is overrated. (A/N anyone know that song? It's by TDG) I had to hold in a giggle. Wow, all of this just for him to die. I must be going insane. My laughter turned into cries of despair. The cries turned into screams. The screams of all the hurt and pain and anger I've held in all these years. Everything I used to stay strong for. Not anymore. Without... him, I have nothing to be strong for. How can my world just collapse like this? How could they do this? I looked up, wondering where I was. Thalia and Piper sat on either side of me crying and joining there screams with mine. Aren't we all the same inside? Will we have to wait for this world to stop spinning, it's not going to stop. Why can't the world just stop. There's no need to be here. Is there? His seagreen eyes flash in my eyes making my head swim. Why did he have to leave, why did the gods take him? At least he died the way he wanted to die. He died fighting. Fighting for me.

*FLASHBACK* Percy pulled out riptide. We were standing back to back. A group of hydras surrounded us. So many heads. He pointed his blade at them daring them to come closer. My dagger shined with the light of the moon. We had been stupid to be outside of camp at night. It was my fault. The hydras charged and out of reflex Percy drove his sword in a arc. Chopping all there heads of. He realized his mistake too late. He pulled me close and kissed me, as if he knew this would be the last time. He charged and I don't remember what happened next. It was insane. I saw it though. I saw him fall. Our eyes connected and I watched the energy, light and love drain out of them. I could've sworn he was saying sorry with his eyes. He didn't want this to happen. He said me would be together. Everything would be ok if we were together. Now he's gone and I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I'm not okay.*End of Flashback*

I stood up. I wiped my tears. The saddest thing is when you have felt so much pain, that you are used to it. This is the last time. I'm not scared anymore. I'm not strong, I'm not weak. I'm done. I'm just done. I'll just stay up all night with my bloodshot eyes. The walls will surround me with the story of our life. I'll miss him yet he would by want me to mourn him forever. I made a promise then. I would never love anyone else. The gods can all die. I'll never help them again. This life will be so much better. I'll control it. Yet Percy will always guide me. He is not gone. He's just apart of me. A part I can never loose. Who am I kidding? I'm not in charge of my life. I never was and never will be. It's like a piece of me is gone. He won't be here. It's just like apiece of me was ripped off. How would the gods feel if I ripped a part of them off. I just think about everything I've been through. I pulled at my hair and yelled. I yelled to the gods. Are they wondering about my life or death? This is not Nintendo! I don't want to be played with. I only have one life. We get knocked down, we get back up just for them to push us over again. I never thought I'd be stuck in this mess. I'm done... I'm sorry Percy. I'm sorry...