A Life Worth Living For


You walk around the village with your arms wrapped around eachother . Your happy together . You smile in the open . You laugh at something funny that she said . Is she what you always wanted ?

I place a fake smile on my face when I see you with her . Your kissing and so much in love . I wish I could be the girl that makes you happy . I wish I could be the girl that made you smile . I wish I could be the one that melted your ice-cold heart . I wish we could have our happy ending .

We had something one time . Were were once friends . Thats what we were once . Now you have a women to love you , hold you , give you anything that you ever wanted . Me ? What do I have ?

Do I have the man of my dreams ? Do I have the children that every couple wishes were their own ? Do I have anything worth living for ? You have everything that I ever wished for with her .

She has the man of her dreams . Thay have them children that everyone wishes they had . You have something worth living for .

Would you cry , if I died on a mission ? Would you morn for me like the hipper-ative blonde ? Would you place down your book like our sensei and wish nothing like this had happened ? What would you do if I died today ?

I have nothing to live for now . What will you do tomorrow when you get the news ? What will you do when they let you read the note ? What will you do when you know that you are the reason that I could not live anymore ?

Its been five years since you heard the news . Where are you now ? Do you still hear the words that I wrote ringing in your mind ? Do you regret that we never had anything besides a friendship ? Do you still see my body layed out infront of you and out blond teammate that saturday morning ? Do you remember the blood ? Do you remember me at all ? Do you still have a life worth living for ?


Disclamer : I do nto own Naruto !

The gothic Plot bunny just hit me !

Later !