Through Clouds eyes

By Cloud Strife

I heard the train, and the train was always soothing to me it helped me think.  I tried not to think too much though.  Especially about the past, when I thought about the past it usually got me one of two things, in trouble or confused.  So I tried to focus on the present on "the mission" about what I had to do and about what I knew, I knew that my name was Cloud Strife, I knew that I was an EX-SOLDER now a mercenary for hire, and I knew that we were on our way to the number one mako reactor.  Just then I heard huge footsteps coming towards me.  Hmm, must be, what was his name?  Oh yeah Barret, just then he reached me.  "Yo, were gona be hitting the end o the line here and you need to get ready".  I saw him walk away, then I grabbed my sward and the 2 materia that I had and went our to the car where, yet again I encountered Barret, he looked at me like I was some useless idiot.  "Damn rookies!!!"  I just shrugged and went up top of the train for a better angle.  Finally we got to the station and the train screeched to a halt.  2 people immediately hopped out and took care of some guards.  I thought they were pretty effective but when I hopped down 2 more guards came out of nowhere and attacked me.  I took them out easily and went on to meet up with the rest of the group, when I did they were just staring at me.  "You sure were in solder all right" another one chimed in  "SOLDER aren't they our enemy".  "Hold on wedge, he was in SOLDER but now he quit and is with us".  While they were talking I was wondering where and the hell Barret was, and if this was the way he handled his team, well it wouldn't be a team for long.  He had one lookout and the rest were sitting around on their asses.  Well scratch that one other one was working on the lock.  After a while they asked me a question,  "Didn't catch your name".   "Cloud" I said, they wanted to tell me their names and I didn't have time to screw around on a mission so I said "Look I don't care what your names are, as soon as I'm done with this mission I'm outa here" finally Barret walked in and I could tell he was pissed at them.  "The hell are you doing, I thought I told you never to move in a group"!!!  Well, maybe this guy has a head on his shoulders after all.  The next voice I heard was Jessie's "Code Deciphered" finally the doors opened and we all ran through except for me who stood there for a minuet looking at the reactor which would be no more than a melted hunk of metal in a matter of minuets.  The rest of the operation went smoothly.  At every gate one of the crew left off, I assumed it was for extraction help if we needed it.  Finally we got to the inner core but before I could get there I had to endure lecture after lecture by Barret.  Finally we were at the central core and I went to hand the charges to Barret but he surprised me by saying "No you do it, I gota see if you do it right" he must think this is some sort of test for me, I smiled inwardly as I thought, little does he know that I don't give a damn about the Shinra, ever since they, what did they do?  NO! I abruptly pulled myself back to the present.  I was thinking of the past again damn it!    I went to go place the bomb and was almost there when I felt this shooting pain throughout my body, if felt like someone was ripping me apart, I fell to my knees and then I heard a voice in my head, it almost sounded feminine.  WATCH OUT!!!  THIS ISNT JUST A REACTOR!!  I had no idea what she… he… it meant but the pain had stooped and I looked up to see beret's face.  "Hey you all right, man I thought you were tough, pull it together"!!  That pissed me off so I rose to my feet, placed and set the charges, I thought we were out easy but soon an alarm sounded.  "Here they come!!!" 
Soon we were in battle with a huge machine.  Barret kept plastering its armor with bullets for distraction while I jumped up and stabbed my sward straight through a set of electronics then I used my materia to damage it further but before I could finish it off Barret's limit broke and I had to jump off before he fried both of us.  As I hopped off I forgot my sward but at the last second I somehow grabbed it and got down before it was blown through the wall.  Then we ran like hell because those alarms were still sounding and we knew that all hell was going to break loose.  On the way up I saw Jessie and she had her boot stuck in one of the holes of the rafters.  I helped her out of it and we got out of the building just in time to watch it explode.  Again I stayed for a moment and watched in awe as huge electric currents ran through the reactor.  My sense of awe ended rather quickly as it turned to pain I looked over ready to kick the robot or guard's ass when I saw it was Barret,  "DAMN ROCKIES!!!!"  I finally got him to let go of my arm as we made it out of the reactor and I was almost to safety when I was knocked unconscious.