a/n: first time on this website so no flames... also: lets not pretend books 4-7 DIDN'T happen and they looked like they do in the movies (Skandar Keynes nom nom) let's all make-believe that Caspian and Edmund were in love after all THIS IS A SLASH! if you have issues you can leave and go watch a normal fanfic... (like a Luna/Neville)

Chapter One: The Dream

Lucy's dreams started out like they always did, the last moment she saw her brother Edmund, the sadness of losing her brother and the confusion of the fact that her brother and the man she boded a crush on were in love. The sweep of the waves to Aslan's Kingdoms and Ed's voice unsure but steady,

"Aslan, hypothetically, what if somebody you loved, your soul mate even, lived in Narnia, and you lived in England?"
"You'd have to make a choice."

"And that choice would be?" Caspian added.

Lucy stood there sad in the loss of her dear friend Reepicheep, and the conversation between Alsan, her brother and Caspian.

"What?" "Oh, Lucy I don't know how to say this but, Caspian and I are lovers."

That hit Lucy like a shot of Novicane. It hurt then numbed her.

"What?"

"Lucy, valliant one, please don't hate us. Aslan what are our options?" Caspian said to the lion.

"Edmund you must make a crucial choice that will impact your life. Stay here with Caspian and never see England again, or go to England and never see Caspian again. Which is your descision?"

Edmund stood there deep in thought for a moment. Then he ventured over to Lucy, hugged her and said:

"You are my favorite sister, don't ever forget that. But I love Caspian in a way that that doesn't even begin to wrap around my mind. We love each other in a way that I can't explain.

"I'll miss you Ed. I'll miss you. Why? Why not come back?"

"He is my one true love."

"Knew it." Eustace said, who up untill that moment had been completely silent.

"Shut up." Lucy moaned through tears starting to well up "Oh Edmund, I love don't ever forget that."

"Good-bye Lucy, find someone to treat you well... Eustace make sure of it."

Hugs were exchanged and final good-byes said.

Then her dream vered off course instead of Aslan roaring and she grudungly walking through with Eustace and resisiting all urge to run back and drag her brother through.

All went black and a tremendous roar ripped through the blackness and "Lucy" was muttered.

She awoke with a jolt and went to tell her husband of 7 years that her always constant nightmare had changed and then she realised that James had left her 6 days ago. Forgotten and left away, she thought bitterly, the story of my life.

She just put the dream's change up to the fact that her husband ran off with her...

a/n: How'd you all enjoy my beta was my lovely friend: xDazedandConfusedX... GO AND FAVE HER! (she did NOT make me put that I'm just a good friend)