Update 1/31/12:

I'm so fucking sorry guys.

I'm so fucking sorry, its so hard for everything and I've completely lost control.

I don't know if any of you read these but I don't want to make a chapter on Eggs just saying this and tease you guys.

I keep getting reviews in my email but I can't find the fucking heart or guts or whatever to do anything.

I'll just say this: death follows my family like a vulture.

I lost my great grandmother a few months ago, and she was the most amazing woman and it hurt me so much, we were very close.

More recently, my cousin tried to kill himself in a very scary manner, he had a knife and he was fucking panicking and it was all very horrifying.

Somewhere in there I had to deal with my nasty breakup.

And by nasty I mean drinking and cheating and blaming (not on my part) and cutting a lot (that one was me).

I had to move back in with my dad.

He hasn't done anything to me, but we're walking on eggshells and I need to get out of here.

I've been having such a bad year and all I wanted to do was finish these but I don't know if I'll even live long enough for that.

I might just make a 'story' saying this so you guys see this and once again, I'm so fucking sorry and I really hate that I'm doing this.

I'm gonna try and finish Eggs and CBTS then just update it all at once.

Most likely won't be back.

Sorry.

-Dark