I'm into pieces. Outside,I'm sewn together, but on the inside I'm cold, lonely,ashamed. It hurts, everything just hurts. I just want to feel happiness,to feel love, to feel warmth. Is that too much to ask for?
Now I'm forever afraid of being loved,afraid to be abandoned..again.I was abandoned,my mother left, my father left...sort of.
All he thinks that he can just leave money, and pay bills, and everything will be okay,its not.
I drag myself from the couch, into the kitchen to see my biological father at the table paying the bills through his phone.
He stood up from the table, reached into his pocket, and pulled out a few twenty-dollar bills onto the turned around, and walked right past me, like I was never there in the first place.
"Wait!" I yelled.
"Why can't you stay, why can't you at least look at me!?" I asked.
"Because all I see is the person who left me.."
I remained silent. He was about to leave, until I stood between him, and the door.
"But..why do you hate me?" He looked down at me with his Emerald green eyes.
He roughly pushed me out of the way, and walked through the open door.
I sat at the bottom of the stairs. I hugged my knees, as the wind comes through from the open door.
I should just let the world take me in, and leave me be.
I heard a faint knock at the door. I looked up to see Austin, my one and only friend at the door.
"Hey, what's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing." I replied, getting up while wiping my tears.
"Ally, I know something's wrong."
"Nothing's wrong." I said, but my voice cracked.
"You're blinking back tears, and you fidget with your hands when your sad. Ally, why do you always shut people out, people who could possibly care about you in any way?"
"Fine, you want to know why!? MOM! DAD! Look, you see my parents abandoned me here."
I kept yelling, getting louder as time goes by. I stopped to take a breath.
"AND My mom is God knows where, my dad hates my guts, and refuses to look me in the eye, and I'm all alon-"
Austin grabbed my arms, and pulled me close, and gently pressed his lips against mine.
Afterwards, he gently pushed some hair out of my eyes.
"You're not all alone, I'm here for you.Always.
After that day, I didn't feel the usual emptiness in my chest, I didn't feel cold, or ashamed. I felt happy, warm. I felt loved.
Hoped you liked it! I'm going to make a chapter story from this!
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