Title:Your Mind Games - Luke's thoughts on Noah's Mind Games
Chapter:1 of 1
Rating:G
Summary: Luke has had enough of Noah's Mind games, with Maddie and Ameera
Characters:Luke, Noah, Maddie, Ameera
Genre:AU
Warnings:None
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You know what,
I am sick of playing your little games
Im actually wasting my time on your petty little games
Yet some how I feel, no I am seem addicted to them.
But why??
Its just wasting my time
Some how I just keep trying, playing along, giving into your little games
And for what? Nothing really.
Silly of me to think I could keep playing your,
now wasting time playing your little mind games
Time will only tell me if I should keep going, or even go about playing my own mind games with you, see how you like it for once really?
Nah that's just being as stupid as you are at the moment with these games.
One minute your kissing me, telling me, feeding me your love, the next your off running to Maddie and even now Ameera.
Why do I keep wasting my time playing this games, over and over again?
Just to get hurt in the process over and over - seriously what is wrong with that picture. I can think of millions of things, but then I would be levelling myself down to your little childish games, and quite frankly, I am over it.
Why don't you play your little mind games with Maddie or Ameera. Not actually just play them with Ameera, she seems to get a kick out of it! Maddie doesn't deserve these mind games as well, so just leave us both alone, no more mind games
Why not live your life in denial, deny everything, your true self, your homosexuality, who your are for gods sake! Ameera seems to enjoy it!
Just leave me out of this stupid mind game, cause seriously over it, im mystified that I seem to have allowed to go on as long as I have. I wish I knew why but I don't seem to have an answer for that, as much as I wish I did.
I have thought of why I haven't thought about it, and its starting to bugg me even more and more.
I have tried and tried to get it through to you, that its over, but no more, no more at all, its over. Time to move on, find someone new, some one more with themselves, and certainly not in denial.
Nope, no more, this time the mind games end, right here, right now
A fresh start, maybe with Roth, or Reg - not Tony, he just, well you know.
No more mind games. No more denials, now more being someone I am not or ever will be. Just me and me alone!
This time it all about me!