Spencer's P.o.V
"… and that's why I can't give into my feelings." I say to Hanna, she's sitting across from me with her mouth ajar and a puzzled look crossing her features.
"Ok, could you repeat all that again but in English?" she asks after a minute of silence. I give her a frustrated sigh.
"I like Emily as more than a friend, but she's with Samara so I can't tell her how I feel." My heart aches at the words that leave my mouth. I think Hanna sensed the sadness lasing my words because she's giving me this look full of awe.
"When did you start liking her?" she asks truly interested in what I have to say.
I only think about it for a second before answering. "I was attracted to her ever since we all first met, but I've wanted to be with her ever since she left Ben."
"Wow" Hanna whispers almost inaudibly. Just as I was about to start talking again my phone rang signaling that I had a text.
Unless you want me to tell Mrs. Fields about Danby, I suggest you tell Emily how you feel. You have until Friday afternoon-A
"Who's that?"Hanna questions, taking my phone from my hand and reading over the message. "That bitch, oh my god Spence, what are you going to do?"
"I really don't know. I can't let A tell Emily's mom about Danby, but I don't want to possibly ruin her relationship and our friendship by telling her how I feel." I take a deep breath in before letting it out shakily.
"Don't worry too much about it, you have three days to figure this all out." She says, checking her phone. "I have to go but I'll see you tomorrow at school, ok?" Once I nod she leaves my room. I go towards my desk, take a seat, and do the only thing that can distract me. Studying. After about fifteen minutes I hear my phone ring.
"You give me a feeling that I never felt before, and I deserve it I kn-" I immediately recognizeEmily's ring tone and answer it. "Hello?" I say into the receiver.
"Um, hi Spence, what are you up to?" Emily whispers out.
"Just studying, why?"
She lets out an audible breath and says "Can I come over? Hanna is with Caleb and I don't feel like being the third wheel." She says desperately.
"Where's Samara?" I ask, curious as to why she wants to be at my house. Emily and Samara have been inseparable for the past two weeks, the only times I've seen her were either in school or at Hanna's.
"Out with her friends, and Aria is at Ezra's so it'll just be you and me." She sounded sad, but my heart still speeded up at her words.
"Oh, sure. I guess I'll see you in a few."
"I'll be there in ten." I glance at the time after she hangs up. 6:17. I grab my notebook, but instead of taking notes, I start to write out my feelings.