Well, here for you I have a different kind of story.

What if? Because everything can change in a matter

Of chances.

Enjoy.

Neferet's Pov

I paced along the floor of Loren's loft thinking about what I had to do next for this plan to work. I didn't want to do this, but I knew the situation at hand left me no choice. I knew Loren was gone for… I didn't want to think of how long. However, one thing came to my mind every time I thought about Loren's death.

I'd caused it.

Well, I assume it wouldn't be wise to start a story off here. I mean it wasn't my fault Loren was with Zoey, I had no control over it. If I did I would have ran after her and took her out of the arms of the one who was not my Loren Blake.

Yes, I just said my Loren Blake. Reason for that is that he and I were together. Loren and I were husband and wife. While pondering this thought I thought back to when this whole mess started.

Only three or four weeks ago was when my life was slowly going down the drain.

Flashback.

"What we have to do is insure no human or vampyre will ever be able to contact him again, this time it has to work," Lenobia said looking at everyone at the found table. Sitting there was Dragon, Anastasia, Lenobia, Nolan and Loren beside me.

"It would seem he's starting to work his magic with those who have visions," Nolan said sipping her cup of tea. I sighed putting my head in my hands.

"Why? I mean he's been locked in the earth for so long, why can't he stay there another thousand years longer…" I said, clearly exasperated about the whole matter about dealing with some dumb fallen angel.

"Trust us all when we say we agree with you on this Neferet, but we have to make sure even when we're gone that Kalona won't be able to unleash evil onto this world again," Loren said, putting his arm around my shoulder and rubbing my arm.

"What we will need is one of us females to pretend to be his lover or Queen whatever you prefer," Lenobia said slowly looking around the table again.

"Someone who holds power here at the House of Night," Dragon said eyeing the whole table. I had kept my head down because this whole subject took everything out of me. I slowly raised my head, my auburn hair opening to reveal my face. I looked around and they were all looking at me.

"Oh hell no! I'm not going to be some demon's lover, did you guys forget to take you're pills," I said getting up and slamming my fists onto the wooden table. They all backed away from me a little, even Loren. I breathed in and exhaled before gaining back my composure.

"I agree with Neferet on this, I'm not sure I want my wife sleeping with another man," Loren said sounding defensive. I smiled, my man.

"Well we all know that, but we all have to make sacrifices in order to go through with our plan to destroy Kalona forever and we mean it this time. Loren and I are meant to be killed for this," Nolan said, her eyes burning right into mine. I slumped back down in my chair and just sat there.

If it's to save the students then I guess this was the price we all had to pay right. I sighed, thinking about one student that would need to be protected against any of this no matter what.

Zoey Redbird.

"Fine. What do I have to do?" I asked finally giving up. They all looked at one another and smiled. Everyone expect Loren. I sighed once more and looked up to meet the faces of those whom were planning my doom. Not really but from where I'm seeing this I was nearing certain death.

"You just have to summon him and then be his lover and all," Anastasia said a slight smile on her face, not once of happiness but more like one of sympathy.

"Fine."

End of Flashback.

I walked over to the window and opened it, letting the cool night air hit my face. I felt tears spill over my eyes and run down my cheeks, softly hitting the floor beneath me. I looked up at the night black sky and just thought about what happened between then and now.

Well for one Loren and Nolan had been killed.

I remember when Nolan died, Zoey running and bumping into me. Me running out and then finding Nolan's body and head there. Her body just hanging on the cross, her head detached.

I cried a lot when that happened. As soon as I was in my own room I'd cried my eyes out, of course Loren was there. I was laying on him as he rubbed my back and telling me that in the end things will work out.

Until Loren and Nolan were back and alive, again nothing was going to be right. I knew what I still had to do now though; I still had tobring Kalona back and be his lover.

I wish I could just kill myself.

It seemed Kalona already had his powers over me. My memory of many events had just gone, I remember the warehouse with Zoey and her human imprint but it hurt too much to go into detail of any of the times I'd done something to hurt Zoey. I knew one thing about this, and I wish someone had told me sooner so I could have prepared.

Kalona was running my body from time to time and he was doing so with pleasure.

"Neferet, may I come in?" I heard Lenobia's voice come into the room from the closed door. I took a deep breath and steadied my voice.

"Yes," I said as she walked in, closing the door behind her. The tears had gotten much worse as I came to terms of what happened. Lenobia almost ran to me and wrapped my in a hug. I didn't hug her back I didn't have the strength to do that.

"It's okay Neferet, don't worry I won't lie and tell you I know how you feel because I don't but this will all work out," She said softly as she released me from the embrace. I nodded and wiped the tears.

I looked back up to the sky and asked the one question I needed answered.

"What am I supposed to do Nyx?"

End.

So what do you think? This is my first fanfic in the HON category so yeah. More to come soon. Thanks for reading this chapter and don't forget to review^.^

-DarkAngelz200