I do not won twilight I wish but I do not cry
This is in Edward pov
Edwards pov
I still can't believe I left her, alone. Not a day goes by that I do not think about my love, my one true love.
I think you can do
much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt
kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown
used to be
I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it
feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face And the
way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You
deserve much better than me
She deserved much better than
me. I miss how she would get to happy and faint or attack me when I
kissed her. I miss her dark brown hair.
While looking
through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took
That
you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That
time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room I told myself I
won't miss you But I remember
What it feels like beside you I
really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me
I
still look at the picture of her I took and the picture of me I
stole. I told her wounds and heart will heal but mine will not. I
can't believe when I left her in the woods she believed that I
didn't really love her.
The bed I'm lying in is getting
colder Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend...
I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our
closure This can't be the end I really miss your hair in my face And
the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You
deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face And
the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You
deserve much better than me (And I think you should know this) (You
deserve much better than me)
I can't stand it I have to go back. Then my phone rings and I get the worst news of my existence. No point in going back now. She was dead.