Hi!!!! Before we start, i would just like you all to know that this is the first fanfic ive written, so be honest and let me know what you think.
(This is more emotion, not as much action/sex so...yeah... sorry.)
That's all for the moment i guess
Alucard.
There's not a moment that goes by that i dont think about you. It's early in the morning here, and i can already feel the somber weight of the day ahead.
On days like today, i truly do wonder if you're coming back. I feel deep in my heart that you will return. But i don't know if these are true signs, or just the passing glimpses of fevered dreams.
Today marks 30 years since you've disappeared. I can't believe it. Three decades. It feels as though I've been waiting for centuries.
Seras keeps telling me about how she can feel you coming home. Saying that she knows how i feel.
But does she? Can she ever truly know how it feels to be Integra Fairbrooks Wingates Hellsing? She doesn't know of horrible, painful, lonely nights I've spent here. The chilling whispers of silence that drift through the darkness. The horrible secrets that lurk within the ever curling shadows of these walls.
I hope someday her promise will come true. That you will return so i will not have to face this bitter loneliness any longer. I can just imagine you mocking me about thinking of you. Any other time in my life, i would have been angered by that. But now i long to here your laugh. I long to see those eyes that can see straight into my heart. I know you're on your way, Alucard. And i'll be here waiting for you when you get back. The master awaiting her loyal servant.
I know that you will return someday, Alucard. I just hope that day isn't too late.