Author's first notes: If you call me an author...But yeah, Hey there! This is my first fan fic ever! Dun dun dun! And I don't mind if you run away now...Actually it would kinda hurt my fillings...But that's okay. You don't have to Review but it would be kinda cool if you did but what I want you to do is Review the real next chapter!
This Chapter has been submitted: March 7, 2005
Disclaimer: I don't own CCS or any of the Characters.
Dear Diary,
It has only been one month after the death of my father, 3 year's of the disappearance of my brother and 14 years of the death of my mother. My family has been lost to me and I feel so alone and so empty. I never noticed it tell a month ago but ever since my mother died when I was only at the age of two, life has been eating away my happiness. I use to be so cheerful, all the time. I had the perfect skill of thinking only of the blessings in my life. Why is it so difficult now? But before I can even think to answer that question I say 'It has only been a month, don't pressure yourself to be happy as you use to...this is only natural.' And it was only a month ago when I lived in my castle– the castle of Japan. I'm the Princess of Tomeda and I'm last in line to take the throne but I refuse it. I'm not ready I cant take that burden at a time like this. Besides I'm beginning to love my new home. The Li home of China. I was deeply surprised that I was taken in my another royal family I had heard little of but Queen Yelan says that she was great friends with my mother. They treat me as if they were my people but I hate it though I am quite flattered. I only wish that I could do more for them. If it wasn't for this family I wouldn't have the twinkle in my eye started to shine again. They also surprised me that they knew about the Clow Cards for I thought that only my close ones knew of that. They knew the I was the Mistress, they knew of Kero-chan and of all the surprises I received from this family it was that the Eldest Li Child, Sayoran had secretly collected many of the cards and gave them to Kero to give to me. Sayoran is some one I have found to be quite and thoughtful. He is rather cold at times and I wish to know him more. I do know that he is in training to become a leader, a strong fighter a swordsman and many other powerful things. He also can use magic that I much do admire for that's my best talent. The other Li children are all great girls Xiefa, Fuutie, Feimei and Fanren . They have all train in combat and magic as well as Sayoran but they have finished their training. Sayoran has not because he's to become king of China and leader of the Li Clan and needs all the training he can get. Though I am beginning to love this family more and more and miss my true family more and more.
Sakura
Author's last notes: This is like a Diary and its not how the whole story is so yeah... hope you liked it.. I guess.