I know I know.

It's been a while that a posted a story.

What I do know is that this going to be a serie.

So enjoy reading.

I don't own fairy tail.

He just wanted to get away so fast as he could.

He ran over the streets.

Cars drove past him.

He didn't know where he was running to.

He just wanted get so far away as possible from that place.

The clouds above him started to thunder.

The rain dropped on him, and in no time he was completely wet.

He didn't care.

He felt his phone vibrating in his pocket.

He didn't care.

He didn't even realized that ran into the park.

He stopped running and looked up to the sky.

The cold rain dropped on his face.

It was his own stupid fault.

He walked tired to a tree and turned his back to the tree.

If he just...

He felt on the ground with his back against the tree.

He was such a failure.

With his hands he went through is hair.

He knew what he did was wrong, but he just couldn't chance it.

He just couldn't..

He felt so frustrated.

He couldn't chance it.

And he knew it from the start, but he still did it.

'Goddamit!' he yelled frustrated.

Some birds flew away from the sudden noise.

'I'm such a failure' he growled to himself.

If he just been there sooner, maybe things would be different.

He heard his phone vibrating again.

He let it vibrating until it stopped.

He watched the rain dropping before him.

He never actually minded bad weather.

He was used to it.

He didn't care that he would catch a cold.

He didn't care about himself.

He didn't care.

Hours went by when he finally left the park completely socked.

He went to the same bar as usual called: fairy tail.

He walked into the bar, and could feel the stares of people around him.

He looked completely soaked, and had dark walls under his eyes.

He walked to the bar counter, and let him sink on one of the bar chars.

'Are you alright Jellal?' asked Mirajane.

'I'm fine' he murmured.

She stared worried at him.

She didn't believe him for a word.

I'm mean look at him.

Mirajane was the bartender of fairy tail.

She was most of the time a nice girl.

But if she was angry, than you didn't want to stand on the bad side.

Mirajane and Jellal went to the same school.

They are good friends, but you don't have to be a friend of Jellal to know when he is lying.

He is the worst liar she has ever known.

'The strongest vodka you have please' asked Jellal politely.

Laxus who sat at the bar said: I thought you only drink, when you want to forget something.

Take the hint thought Jellal

He could smell that Laxus had many drinks.

Maybe that's why Laxus was pretty naïve right now.

'What do you think I'm trying to do' said Jellal tired.

'Aah did you had a rough day play boy' he said on a teasing tone.

He was not in the mood for an annoying Laxus.

Not today.

'Shut up' Jellal said annoyed.

Jellal always ignored his comments but this time he was in a very bad mood

'Now now not so moody' 'Just trying to talk to my friend' said Laxus teasingly.

'First you're not my friend' 'Second could you just leave me alone just this time' said Jellal desperate.

Laxus was absolutely not planning on stopping and yelled: 'Hey Natsu we have a moody play boy here!'.

Mirajane putted the vodka on the bar counter.

'Here you go Jellal' she said with a smile.

'And Laxus give Jellal a break'.

With that she left the bar counter.

But Natsu who just arrived at the bar counter yelled:

'Hey play boy!' 'Long time no see' said Natsu with a big smile on his face.

Natsu was obviously drunk because he walked unstable and smelled from alcohol.

And that he saw Natsu yesterday on school.

Natsu and Laxus ignored Mirajane's comment, and started to tease Jellal again.

'Hey Jellal did you already hunk up with Ultear yet'.

'Jellal ignored them and picked up his vodka drank'.

He wanted to forget everything.

And then he means really everything.

He drunk it all at once.

The bitter taste remained on his tongue.

Natsu got annoyed that Jellal was ignoring him.

And the alcohol toke also extra influence.

'JELLAL FIGHT ME!' he yelled.

Just before he can hit him on his right cheek with his right fist someone stops him by holding his arm.

Leave some comments what you think about my new serie.

If you have any advice or tips tell me in the comments.

Until goodbye