"Why are you so relaxed?" Raven asked to Lexa after watching her sitting on the couch and just using her laptop. "Well, I don't know maybe it's because is not my girlfriend the one that is gonna be introduce to all our friends?" said Lexa without moving her eyes from the laptop screen. She didn't think that this party was one of the smartest ideas Raven have ever had, for starters she had been dating this girl for less than a month and to introduce her to all their friends at once was kind of moronic if you consider that when all of them were together it could be a little too much for someone who is not used to their banter. "She is not my girlfriend" Raven was trying to clean the apartment even though she had done it already, but she was nervous because it was the first time she had felt this way for someone after Finn. "Whatever, just relax. Go take a nice bath and I will finish cleaning up for you, ok?" Lexa offered so her friend could stop worrying. Raven and Lexa met when they were at her second semester at uni, it was one of those friendships that started without knowing how exactly it happened, the kind that you don't know where you stopped being acquaintance to become best friends. They were at the same class and caught themselves out of guard when they seemed to seek each other's company after a project they had to do together. Lexa introduced Raven to her best friend Lincoln, being the only person she actually knew and trust and Raven introduced Lexa to Jasper, Monty and her boyfriend at the time, Finn. So all of them became really close and even more so when Raven and Lexa moved out of the campus together and rented a nice apartment that became the spot to hang out almost all the time. Lexa was glad about it even when she didn't actually say it, she was kind of a loner only hanging out with Lincoln but that had change when she met Raven. Lexa was glad to see her friend so excited and invested in someone other than Finn, she didn't exactly dislike him but she always thought that Raven was more into Finn than the other way around so when she told her that she had met someone, Lexa was genuinely happy for her.

After what it felt like ages Raven came out of her room wearing a black jacket over a red tank top and black skinny jeans that fitted her perfectly with combat boots. "Looking good, Reyes" Said Lexa smirking and getting up from the couch and walking to her room to change her clothes before Raven started pestering her. "Hurry up, Woods. She is arriving in less than 20 minutes!" Lexa laugh a little at hearing her friend words, it was really funny to her to see Raven acting like this, it was out of character. Raven had always been a really chill and confident person, so Lexa guessed that the brunette was really into this girl so she cut her some slack not like the others who had been constantly making witty remarks and just generally taking the piss out of Raven.

Lexa had already changed into another pair of jeans and a green tank top that make her eyes pop and was adding the final touches to her outfit when she heard someone knocking on her bedroom door "come in" she answered and kept combing her braids. Lincoln step inside Lexa's room and sit down on her bed just waiting for her to finish getting ready. "Come on Lex, hurry up! I think I saw Raven at the verge of suffering a stroke when I got here" he chuckled and rises to his feet getting impatient. They both heard when Raven yelled to let them know that her not girlfriend had arrived. "Go to the living room I will go out in a sec" she told Lincoln who was already at the door and walking to meet the girl Raven has been fussing about for the last weeks.

Lexa didn't take long to finish. She looked to her reflection in the mirror and nodded in approval, not that she really cared but she didn't want to look like a sack of potatoes either. She exited her room and walk to the living room, she didn't see her face but she recognize a familiar figure. "Clarke?" she said hesitant and a not loud enough for the others to hear, she felt her stomach drop and a rush of adrenaline through her body. She was freeze at the spot until Raven acknowledged her presence "Clarke this is my roommate, Lexa" and the blonde turn around to see her, they locked eyes with each other and Lexa for a brief time felt herself losing herself in those blue eyes that she had grow to love at some point, but tried with all her strength to not show it, neither of them knew what to do or what to say. Clarke's expression matched the one Lexa had plastered on her face "Hi, I have heard a lot about you" Lexa took the few steps that were separating them and extended her hand for Clarke to shake and when their hands touched Lexa felt a tingling sensation from her fingerprints traveling through her hand and the rest of her arm. "Hi" Clarke replied not adverting her sight from Lexa's eyes. Raven hadn't notice the strange interaction and if she did she didn't think much about it since Lexa wasn't the most social person and always took her time to warm to people. In the other hand another pair of eyes did notice the exchange between them. Lincoln saw how Lexa demeanor changed completely; he noticed her eyes were darker and colder than he had seen before.

Lincoln took Clarke's attention off Lexa trying to put an end to the awkward moment unraveling in front of him "So… how did you guys met?" Lexa wanted to pay attention to every detail but she only gathered that some mutual friend had introduced them, she was really distracted because she hadn't felt this inadequate in such a long time. When she saw Clarke she wanted to say hi, hug her and ask a thousand questions, but she ended up doing something completely different and that bothered her, also she could fee Clarke´s gazing her and that alone was enough to threw her off. Lexa was taken out of her thoughts when felt Lincoln nudging her with his elbow so she turned to face him "I said that the keg is in my car, would you help me bring it in?" Lexa only nodded and stand up going straight to the door and out of the apartment as fast as she could without looking like she wanted to bolt out of there. "Hey, wait up! What's going on? I saw you in there and you looked like you had seen a ghost" Lexa started fidgeting with the keychain in her hands and after a couple of minutes of silent scrutiny she let out a sigh. "It's her. Remember when we first met I was completely devastated because I had lost someone I was in loved with and the months after that I was pinning over her. Well, Clarke is that someone" Lincoln understood everything upon hearing Lexa´s words. She didn't talk much about it because it make her feel weak, but one night she spilled her heart out to Lincoln and told him everything, how she had met Clarke in high school and that they fell in love almost instantly in retrospective and that Lexa hadn't noticed it right away, that Lexa felt something that she hadn't felt before or after they broke up. Lexa vaguely told him why they had ended the relationship, they were going to different universities and that each of them made hard decisions based on what they thought was the best for them that ended up hurting the other. How Lexa felt she betrayed Clarke and what she felt for her by not fighting harder for them to be together and how everything ended up with Clarke telling Lexa to forget about her because she couldn't keep up with the situation. Lexa hadn't say anything to Raven about Clarke, it was too private and she didn't feel like sharing it with the world, she wanted to keep her memories to herself. "I always thought we may meet again, you know? But not like this and now, she is with Raven. That's fucked up" Lexa ran a hand through her hair and sigh one more time feeling completely hopeless. Lincoln didn't say anything for a moment and embraced Lexa as tight as he could without choking her. "Everything happens for a reason, Lex. This is your chance to do things differently with her. What are you gonna do?" Lexa had a war on her mind, she wanted to do a million things regarding Clarke, but she knew that right now the only thing she could do was to let her and Raven be happy together.

"I don't know what's going to happen tomorrow, but tonight I will try to not think about it." She said locking her emotions inside as deep as she could.

Hi, there! The first chapter is a bit short, but I will try to write more on the next ones! If you read this story, thank you and I hope you are interested and liked it so far. If you want to ask anything, point out something out, reviews are always welcome :3. Next chapter: the party and the first real interaction between these two idiots, can't wait to be honest. Also I feel like the "reasons" why they broke up are a bit weak right now, I just want to save them for later and write a whole chapter with flashbacks and all that through out their relationship.

P.S. English is not my first language so I'm so deeply sorry for any grammar or vocabulary mistakes you could find. SORRRYYYYY! *DIES OUT OF EMBARRASSMENT*