Hey guys! So this is my second story, but my first was several years ago under another penname. I've just been reading a lot of stories lately and it inspired my own and I decided that only I could write this story because of the personal connection I have. Let me know what you think, the good, bad, and ugly. However, I'll warn you now that because I'm a college student I may not be able to update as often as some of the other writers on here. Bear with me though because I believe this story will be worth your while. Thanks P.S – I love Naley!
I've never been good at saying goodbye, especially to someone like Nathan Scott. You never think about it, saying goodbye, until it happens to you. The worst part is feeling that person's absence everyday and knowing that there is absolutely nothing that anyone can do for you. I met Nathan three years ago when we were in high school. He was the bad boy that could care less if he hurts someone, then I came along. I never thought you could change a person, until I changed Nathan Scott.
I guess you could say he was your typical jock, but he was so much more than that. His blue eyes pierced through me whenever he looked at me, and his raven colored hair made his eyes look like deep oceans that any girl could get lost in. I'm not just any girl though, I'm Haley James. Tutor-Girl as known by my best friends, Peyton Sawyer and Brooke Davis. Lucas Scott was by far my best guy friend, who just so happened to be Nathan's half brother. I never meant to fall for Nathan because I knew how much Lucas hated him and his father for abandoning Lucas and his mom, Karen.
Some say I knew what I was getting myself into when I began dating Nathan, but I honestly didn't. I never thought I could feelings for someone like this. He is and always will be the love of my life, but right now we are apart. Nathan decided college wasn't the way for him right now so he decided to join the Marines. He left for basic and I haven't heard from him in two weeks. I just got his address from his mom, Deb, so I'm waiting anxiously for a letter to appear in my mailbox. Brooke, Peyton, and I live in an apartment on campus at UNC.
"Brooke! Brooke, where are you?" I said walking into the apartment, slamming the door unintentionally behind me.
"In here Hales!" came a voice from the back bedroom, which belonged to Brooke.
"Hey Brooke, have you check our mailbox today?" I said in an anxious voice.
"Why yes Haley James, I did" Brooke said with a sly smile.
I then ran to the kitchen counter, pulled the stool away from the counter and sat down, furiously attacking the stack of envelopes.
"Ugh!" I let out a frustrated sigh, seeing that all the envelopes were bills.
"Looking for this Tutor Girl?" Peyton said from the couch, holding a letter in her hand.
"Oh thank god! I've been going crazy waiting for this letter." I said plopping down next to her and grabbing the letter from her hand.
Staring at the envelope, I suddenly got nervous. I remembered saying goodbye to him, and how much it hurt both of us.
Flashback
Nathan and I were sitting in my bedroom on the bed simply talking about all the good times we had with each other of the past few years.
"God do you remember that ugly ass poncho you used to wear?" Nathan said laughing uncontrollably at the look on Haley's face when he brought up her choice of clothing, or lack there of.
"Nathan! Don't make fun of my clothes!" I said, faking hurt.
"Aww Hales, you know I'm kidding" Nathan said pulling me to him.
"I know" I said laughing "I just enjoy picking on you" I said smiling widely.
"Very funny Hales! But now it's time to talk about me leaving" Nathan said, suddenly becoming serious.
"Oh right…that" I said becoming sad just thinking about him leaving.
"baby, we'll get through it. I know we will because what we have is incomparable." Nathan said, looking me dead in the eye.
"I love you" I said, kissing him softly on the cheek.
"I love you too, always and forever" Nathan said. I suddenly felt like I was going to cry, but as soon as tears were about to flood out of my eyes, I felt a tear drop on my forehead. Knowing it was Nathan crying, I turned to face him.
"Nate, please don't cry" I'd never seen him cry before and it was completely breaking my heart to see him to it now.
"I'm worried about leaving you Hales, is that a crime?" Nathan said, sounding irritated.
"No of course it isn't Nathan, it's hard for me too, I just hate to see you cry"
Nathan then pulled me into an embrace and we spent the rest of our last night together, eventually falling asleep peacefully.
End of Flashback
The letter felt hot in my hands and I don't know why I was so nervous to read it, but for whatever reason I was. I felt my hands start to shake and Peyton looked at me confusingly.
"Haley, what's wrong?" Peyton said, concern filling her voice.
"I don't know Peyt, I'm scared."
"What the hell are you scared of?"
"I'm scared that after two weeks of no contact, he won't feel the same about me anymore." I said covering my eyes, beginning to cry.
"Haley! That's ridiculous. Nathan loves you, he always has and he always will." Peyton said pulling me into an embrace. Salty tears had began streaming down my face uncontrollably, tasting them made me want to get sick. Suddenly feeling like I may actually get sick, I ran to the bathroom spilling my lunch into the toilet.
"oh my gosh! Haley, are you alright?!" Brooke and Peyton said in unison, standing at the doorway.
Remembering other events from our last evening, I began to get nervous.
Flashback
Nathan and I had been making out for probably a half an hour before thing began to happen. In the 3 years that we had been dating, we had never had sex. Nathan knew I had always plan to wait until marriage, but somehow tonight seemed perfect.
I slowly sat up and removed my shirt. "Haley, are you sure?" Nathan said, obviously aroused by the sight of seeing me take an item of clothing off.
"I've never been so sure of something" I said, capturing him in another earth shattering kiss.
Before I knew what was happening, we were both completely naked, about to give ourselves to each other. Nathan kissed his way down my flat stomach; I closed my eyes once I felt his hot breath on my thigh. I'd never experienced something like this in my life, the feeling of him sent shivers down my spine. I felt his tongue circling around my clit, wondering to myself why we hadn't done this earlier in our relationship. He eventually kissed his way back up to my neck once he'd almost brought me to orgasm. His strong body felt perfect over my smaller one and feeling the length of him at my entrance was like heaven. He slowly entered me, and I was surprised to barely feel any pain at all, but rather an immense amount of pleasure filled my body; just like he did. Going stronger and deeper with every thrust, we both came for each other.
After we had finished making love, we talked for hours. Eventually, I fell asleep in his strong arms.
End of Flashback
Standing up and flushing the toilet, I began brushing my teeth. I thought to myself that there was no possible way I could be pregnant after only one time. That kind of stuff doesn't happen to girls like me….does it?
R & R
Tell me what you don't like, do like, and stuff you want to happen! I have no ideas where this story is going right now, but that's okay…I love adventures. Hope you enjoyed it
