Will you still love me when I am no longer young and beautiful?
Lucy P.O.V
You know how once you are all feeling good and then everything crash. This happened to me. I was once lucky Lucy of Fairy tail. WAS. Now I'm no longer that. You ask what happened. Well it all happened few years ago…
Flashback:
-Luceeee…let's go on a mission - the pink haired dragon slayer told me.
-Sorry Natsu, but I have already taken one solo. So see you in a few days, nee?
I saw he was shocked but I wanted to get money by myself for once. Not that I needed them for rent. No, I already paid that. It's just Natsu has soon birthday and I want to buy him something nice.
The mission was easy with big payment. On the way home I was thinking what to buy Natsu, when the train crashed. I woke up all in pain and feeling a part of my face burned. I tried to get up and somehow I made it. When I looked around I saw a lot of flames. In my nature was to help everybody else before thinking how I felt. The people I helped the better. At some point we got off the train and walked slowly far from it. In case something else explode.
After I knew that I was of some help, I collapsed. Again I woke up with pain. This time I saw white walls. Something was on my left hand…or should I say someone. It was Natsu. When I moved he woke up.
-Luce!? Are you alright? They called in the guild saying that thanks to you most of the people in the train are safe and sound. But after that you collapsed.
-Natsu? Why do I feel part of my face strange?
-That's cause you have burned your face. I'm sorry Lucy but the docs said that the burden will stay.
I wanted to cry but tried not to. I asked Natsu to left me for a little cause I felt tired and decide that once I got out of this room I won't go back to the guild.
I got out few days after. I found a good place out of the town near a beautiful forest and lake. I told only master so that I won't meet anyone of my friends. Never before I had the opportunity to make a garden. I knew somehow to take care of everything and even was selling flowers on the near road.
Back to today:
Never had I thought that one of my nakamas were going to meet me on the road. To not be recognizable I was wearing old woman's clothes. And my hair was now lighter and covering the burden..and most of my face. Like I said I never thought someone will recognize me as my old self. Until one day someone approached me. I recognized the pink hair. The hair that I so much loved. He tried to see my face but I was used to it. He then sit near me and talked to me.
-I know you won't believe me but I once loved a beautiful smart girl. No that's not correct cause I still love her. She is so smart that she can fool anybody beside me. You know why?
I didn't answer but knew that he knows who am I .
-She can't fool me even under all these strange clothes…because I am so in love with her sent that I can recognize it everywhere. Now my question is why are you here Luce and not where you belong …at home..at the guild?
-Because I am no longer the girl I used to be…the girl you fell in love …I am no longer beautiful and I know nobody will love me.
-Then…let me be nobody cause I really love you no matter what burden you have. I will always think you are beautiful and that won't change..NEVER
After all the thing I thought about myself I realized that I wasn't full until this moment right now…and even if I am no longer beautiful or after years won't be young too…he will love me for who I am. This is happiness right here , right now. These were my thought when I started sobing and huged him tightly. He touched my burden and smiled softly with love in his eyes.
-You really are beautiful, Luce...
A.N
I really hope you will like this idea of mine. I poped in my mind and that's the reason why I wrote it ;) :)
