Searching for Love

by thoughtsshiningstars

What if Bella and Edward didn't only have one child but three: JacobII, Anthony and Lizzie. Lizzie got lost right after birth. The Cullens find her again 15 years later. Will they be able to gain her trust and how will they react when they find out about her disease?

1. Chapter 1

Chapter1

Edward's POV

My dear Bella, there she was, lying on the operating table, in front of me. I had to save her live once more. This was not the problem. The problem was actually, that this time I would have to hurt her to save her.

I had to cut open her belly, so I could get EJ out of her. I had been so scared, that this pregnancy would kill her and now she seemed so near to death. Her body was jerking and twitching. She was turning blue and her eyes wide and staring. "CPR", I demanded of Jacob. "I've got to get him out before…", before he killed her, but I couldn't say this aloud.

I heard another crack of shattering bones, "Her spine". I reacted immediately, and pressed my mouth against her abdomen. My vampire teeth cut through her womb uterus, like a knife through butter. This was when I heard Bella cough again, she was back. I shoved my hands into her uterus to get EJ out there.

But NO this couldn't be true, I felt more than one body under my hands. I dragged out the first of them, a little cute baby boy with black tousled hair and golden eyes. As I wanted to lay him aside, I heard Bella, asking for him "Let me…, Give him to me". I handed him carefully to her, and got out the second baby. One more baby boy, with bronze coloured curls, and also golden eyes.

And then suddenly everything happened at once. She gasped in pain, EJ, the first, (He's going to get a real name, but not by now) had bitten her. Of course he was half vampire, he needed blood, how could I've forgotten that?! I took him away from her, and handed them both to Rosalie, who had just gotten back together with Carlisle, able to control herself again and him back from the hunt.

"Edward, go ahead with the CPR", he ordered, taking the control, "I'll get the baby". I bent over her, her face looking pale and her eyes white. How could I have allowed this? I had really thought she could bear one baby. But three?! Never.

"I got her, Edward. I'll take care of the baby girl, you need to inject the venom. There is nothing more we can do for her." , commanded Carlisle. I didn't even look up, as I stung the syringe right into Bella's heart.