A/N: ok, so this is going to be my first try at yaoi, so I apologize if it sucks ass

Chapter 1

Axel ran, and he ran fast. That didn't happen…I'm not fucking gay! His mind shouted as he ran faster. His chest felt tight and he didn't care. He welcomed the pain. Anything to make him forget of that blonde. That blonde and his beautiful blue eyes.

"Damn it!! Why the hell does this shit happen to me?!?" he screamed at the world. When his legs started to burn he stopped at an empty lot and collapsed. His curses were inaudible, as if he were talking to his own demons.

"Why the hell did I let him do that? What the hell was his damn name?" he sat and looked up at the stars for answers. "Ah…that's right. That blonde's name was Roxas." The way Axel said his name; it wasn't with anger, but with thick affection and slightly with lust. Shit shit shit shit shitty shit shit he thought angrily. Then, as if responding to the images in his mind, his body trembled from remembering what that beautiful blonde did to, and with him.

The way that blonde felt…he was different than all of the girls I've been with. The way his mouth felt on me. All over my body. My body had craved him. Why? Axel thought to himself, no longer worried if anyone saw his boner when he first set eyes on Roxas, but focused on why the boy made him feel that way.

"Roxas…" Axel whispered to himself, loving how the name felt on his tongue. Sweet like the blonde's had been in his mouth.

Axel sighed and stood up, grumbling to himself about too much alcohol and not enough girls at the party.

"Damn party…damn alcohol…damn fucking sex." He growled as he stood.

"Your voice is so sexy when you're pissed." The blonde's voice said. Axel knew Roxas had to have been following him. Axel just studied the pavement and kicked a rock.

"Why the hell did you choose me." Axel demanded, losing his anger when he felt the beautiful blonde hug him from behind. Axel closed his eyes and moaned softly. Roxas was still unimaginably hard.

"I didn't mean to. Something in me was drawn to you. I needed you from the moment you entered the party. I still need you, but different now. I want to love you forever. I want to be yours." The blonde said soothingly against Axel's back. The words hit Axel hard. He wants to love me. Do I want him too? He asked himself in his mind. After a few moments, he turned around to look Roxas in the eyes. His bright, innocent, loving blue eyes pierced Axel's green ones through to the heart.

"I think…" Axel began, but before he could finish, his body moved on its own. He leaned forward and kissed the blonde's lips with passion he'd never felt before. I want him more than anything else, and I can't deny that to him, nor to my heart Axel thought to himself, and he knew it was true. That blonde had given him something he hadn't felt with anyone else. That little sweet blonde made him feel needed…loved…important.

"Roxas?" Axel asked softly as he parted his lips from the blonde's.

"Yea…" Roxas replied softly, his heart pounding in his chest from that redhead's kiss. He's important. I need him. I love him. I hope this can last for us. Roxas thought to himself as he stared at Axel's lips. He wanted those lips on his again.

"Want to…go back to my place? It's not too big, but its got a big tv, nice couch and…a really big bed." Axel blushed at the mention the bed. He'd always had one night stands and sexual relationships, but the sex was never in his bed. Damn…my bed is a sex virgin he thought. Poor bed…it wont know what the fuck hit it tonight. Axel laughed at his thoughts then realized that Roxas was looking at him with eyes of deep interest.

"I'd love to go to you place, but…why were you laughing…were you laughing at what I did with you…" Roxas couldn't help but squeak nervously. Ever since Axel ran from him he thought that the redhead didn't enjoy the oral with him. Roxas thought that he had done really well, and Axel's strong ejaculation had told him that, but he was still scared it wasn't good enough.

"Wha…no! No, not that. That was…woah." Axel and Roxas both blushed and Axel muttered a damn it as he felt himself gain another erection. Roxas looked down and turned a darker shade of red and smiled.

"Then…why did you laugh?" Roxas asked innocently. His face returned to its usual soft cream, but he could still feel the heat in his own throbbing manhood.

"I was just thinking that my bed is a sex virgin. Sure I've had sex, but the most my bed has seen is…um…my hand acquainted with myself and little white drops." Axel suddenly felt self-conscious. Roxas' smile and dark red blush told him that the blonde liked the images.

Together they walked to Axel's house, where they both were hoping for a more intimate round two if what had begun at the party, an hour previous.