Fear is a powerful thing
"I scream for dean,dad,anyone" "The demon is pinning me to the ground Im scared there are othere demons surrounding me I beg for the demons to let me go. They just laugh. I feel them tearing my clothes from my do what they have done in evey dream they rape me". I open my eyes to see dean shaking me awake. I look over to see dad standing by the table watching. "I uuuh whats up" Dean tells me I was having another nightmare. He asks me if im ok I say "Ya" and look away and get up getting ready for the day and trying constantly to avoid eye contact with dean or dad. I hear my phone ring. Itsone of my friends from collage. He starts asking some very personal questions so I head outside. Next thing I know im laying on concreate with the demons pinning me. Its just like the dream. After I stumbly my way back to the hotel room walk right past dean and dad and head to the bathroom after taking a long shower I curl up on the floor and sleep. Weeks later dean asks why im not having the nightmares anymore I tell im just not scared anymore he laughs and says im to much of a bitch not to be scared and walks away laughing I turn and let the tears fall. He can never know.