In retrospect, it would have been pretty stupid of me to cry my heart out to you that day, but it's not like I cared about what people thought of me anyway. I tried my best to keep my emotions in check, but when I saw you throw the coldest of stares, all the walls I tried to build just to keep you out started crumbling. You always had that effect on me.
I tried to pretend like we were strangers, all to no avail. An occasional glance would always give away my true feelings. The relentless teasing would irk me and leave me uncomfortable the rest of the day. How insensitive could they get really? They knew that whatever happened between us was long gone, and yet there they were, doing their best to send me running back into your arms as if nothing happened.
But the thing is, everything that happened… Happened. And no matter how hard we try to forget, it just isn't possible. It's funny how I found you exponentially annoying when I — we — finally moved on. I guess the little schoolgirl crush I had on you was just that. A silly little schoolgirl crush. Not love, no. I can't believe it took me a whole year to realize I felt that way.
So here's my sappy self thinking, maybe I did like you.Or maybe it's just the weather.