Chapter 1:Forgetting and Remembering

I woke up, as usual and went to the bathroom for my morning shower. I just got the feeling today was going to be a perfect normal day. I jumped into my casual clothes, put my hair up in a messy bun, and headed my way up stairs to breakfast. You see the kitchen was upstairs instead of downstairs like a normal traditional home.

Downstairs was Ron's room. His room felt like it belonged to an eleven-year-old boy. Ron's room was a dark cherry red with curtains that had Quidditch players (I didn't know.) on brooms. All around his room were actually everything that had to do with Quidditch. Quidditch supplies, comics, his trophies, Quidditch handbooks, and timelines of players from the past. Harry and Ron would spend their time mindlessly there on their days off from work. The only thing that was normal was his bed it had a red covering and a white pillow it was so simple that it stands out from the rest of the room. But Ron's favorite thing in there was his plasma television, the only TV in the house.

In the middle was my room as you could have guessed. My room was so simple the walls had a forest green on them it made my room look sweet. My room was always organized never in a disastrous state. It had a lovely bed, with a white couch. In front of the couch was a warm soothing fireplace that I loved to read in front of. In the middle was also the living room that was filled with thousands of books. There were books there on every subject, literary. The only reason I was in the middle was because Harry decided that in case anything happened it would be easy to get there.

My favorite room of all was Harry's. His was so Muggle like, it made me feel like home. His room of course had Gryffindor colors and a nice view of the garden out in the back. It had pictures of his parents, Sirius, and of all three of us. My favorite picture was that when we bought the house we were about take a picture in front of it. The boys were going to kiss me on the cheek, but I ducked down quickly. Making the boys nearly kiss each other. On the right of Harry's room was also the kitchen.

When I got upstairs Ron was stuffing his face with as much food as possible as usual. I glanced at Harry he was wearing all black for some reason. He looked cheerful but sadden at the same time. I also saw that he hadn't touched his food either. Harry saw that I was looking at him, so he started speaking.

"I was waiting for you to come," he answered quickly.

"Thanks,' I said awkwardly unsure what to say.

I sat down and saw that Harry really outdone himself today with breakfast. There was ham pancakes bacon eggs coffee juice you name it. I t felt like an all you can eat buffet. Everything was assembled so nicely like the first day we moved into the house.

"May I ask what the occasion is for all this delightful food?" I asked chuckling.

"Occasion?!? You are the one who should know after what you did ," Ron yelled putting his fist down at the table. Those being the first words he had spoken all morning.

"What are you talking about Ronal-... OH MY GOD I completely forgot today is the day when um (I glanced over at Harry.)

I t was quite for a while but only a moment and I began to talk to Harry to comfort him.

"Harry I'm really sorry I know I go with you every year Harry please I'm sorry," I said pleadingly to him.

Harry was just staring out the window beside him. I could tell what he was thinking about the day... the day where she died... Ginny died. I remember it like yesterday regretting what I did.

Harry set Ginny and me to got to the east of the forbidden forest to stop the death eaters to go into Hogwarts. Ginny and me actually finished quickly with a few minor injuries. We started away looking for Harry. Until Ginny stated talking to me.

"Um Hermione , you and Harry are really good friends aren't you?' Ginny asked

"Yeah we are the best um why?" I asked curiously.

" It's that everyone thinks you are together and that there is something between you guys since you always hang out and go places," she said awkwardly.

"How dare you?! Bloody hell ! no! I would never ! He's like my brother. How could you think that he's your boyfriend not mine," I yelled at her.

" Oh so what you are saying is that you want me to break up with him so you could be with him," she said.

I scolded at her and started walking away from her going the opposite direction. How dare she were in the middle of a war and she is talking about relationships. I mean how dare she there is nothing between us! I s there?

"AAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGGGH," a girl screamed.

" GINNY," I screamed I ran toward her running as fast as I could. I saw her she was on the floor, I saw Bellatrix above her. She apperated away. I got my wand and tried to cure her. Ron came running to. He got her and cradled her in his arms.

"What happened?" Ron asked .

I stood quite I couldn't bear it she died and it was my fault. We heard Harry coming he was so happy he defeated him he was gone then he saw us. H e mourned over the death of his girlfriend. I never told any one what happened. I just said a death eater snuck behind us. Ron taught I killed her to have Harry in my arms.

I squeezed Harry's hand gently. Ron just scolded at me and continued eating. Harry let go of my hand and headed his way to his room. I followed . When I entered he was sitting on his bed holding a photo I got closer and saw it was a picture of Ginny laughing.

" You already went to her grave didn't you?" I said sitting beside him.

He just nodded and said yes he began to speak to me for the first time about his feelings.

"Sometimes I wish nothing happened. why does everyone I love die? I want to forget everything stop caring about all this stupid mess." He yelled punching the side of his bed.

" I know Harry it hurts, and it hurts more to hope, but promise me you wont stop caring," I said comfort to him while rubbing his back.

Harry smiled at me and said" Thanks Hermes."

It was the first time he had ever given me a nick name. I blushed and could see he did too. The three of us settled to our jobs.

This is my second story I would hope you would review . I will upload soon and no this isn't a h/g or r/hr . It is a Harry Hermione one . Thank you)