A/N This is not a new chapter, but an update of chapter one. This story is Klaine based for a little while, but then starts to be about Sebofsky. Not sure if I want to continue.
It had been years since the locker room kiss, and his first suicide attempt; here David Karofsky was yet again, finding himself jealous of Kurt Hummel, soon-to-be Anderson-Hummel, yet another time in his life. He was helping his friend get ready for his wedding that was just mere moments away. An outsider, might think that David was jealous of the fact that Kurt was finally marrying his soulmate, but that wasn't it. Dave and his boyfriend, Sebastian, had both discussed the prospect of marriage many lengthy times, and agreed that that wasn't for them. They didn't need a piece of paper to prove that they would love each other for the rest of their short lives. Well, to Sebastian, it was just an unnecessary piece of paper, but to Dave, it was proof that he did something that he never thought he would get to do.
Another false guess that one would make as to why David was jealous of the other young man, could be taken from the way that he kept staring at Kurt's slightly swollen abdomen: the way he stared might make one think that he was jealous that his friend was having a child, but that was far from the truth.
David suddenly stopped from assisting the pregnant groom to rush over to the trash can to expel the remnants of his breakfast. He groaned as he finished. He truly hated this part, and it was hard to hide from Sebastian.
The true reason David was jealous of Kurt was he always had it easier than him. When Dave came to terms with his sexuality, he had thought he was crazy or sick for being attracted to other boys; whereas Kurt, made it seem too easy he had no problem accepting who he was. When Dave was outed, most of his "friends" hated him, and so did his own mother. That couldn't be said for Hummel. There was a long list of things they both endured where it seemed Hummel had it easier, but the newest one was being pregnant.
Dave didn't mind all the horrible morning sickness, but the biggest difference that Dave hated between their pregnancies was how the other father did or would react. Blaine couldn't be happier, because they had already discussed kids over the years. Sebastian didn't know yet, because Dave knew that he would be angry and maybe even want him to abort the fetus, and that was something Dave couldn't do. He wanted his own child, and even though his boyfriend and hated children, and also had a fear of becoming his own father, even though he never voiced it, but David knew that he did.
Dave hated being so different from Sebastian. He remembered when Kurt came into his hospital room and he imagined being in the city of his dreams—Atlanta—with his husband and little boy, and taking his little boy to his first football game. That imaginary moment made the happiest he had been in reality. Well, the idea of a happy family, with someone he really loved.
Dave and Sebastian only lived in Chicago, and getting Sebastian to leave his office to see a football game was like pulling teeth. Sebastian didn't want kids or to be married, but he was the only person that Dave wanted any of that with. He had no idea what he was going to do.
Soon, it was time to make their way to their seats. David met Sebastian at the lobby. The other man leaned and whispered into Dave's ear. "Hey handsome, why don't we blow this off and have a quickie in a closet." Sebastian's breath reeked of alcohol, but Dave knew that was his way of coping both with the bad memories that he had from weddings and being with so many people that still hated him. Sebastian was still a prick to most people, but Dave was the only one who saw beneath it all.
Dave rolled his eyes and then dragged him to their seats, with a slight smile, knowing Bas was just joking. Soon Kurt and Blaine both entered from separate aisles. "What is this a Lifetime Original Movie?" Sebastian mumbled, obviously not enjoying the theatrics. Dave nudged Sebastian, and begrudgingly sat through the ceremony that seemed to be teasing him with his own desires.
As the ceremony progressed, Dave noticed Kurt wavering and starting to get paler than normal. Just as they were about to say "I do." Kurt fell to the floor, with what appeared to be blood staining the back of his pants. David clenched his own stomach, as if in fear that the same would happen to his own child.
They all rushed to the hospital. Many painful hours passed and their worst fear had been confirmed, Kurt had miscarried. Dave told Blaine that he was sorry for their loss, and he and Sebastian headed to their hotel room.
Dave sat on their bed as he undressed. "I can't believe losing a child like that…it must be so painful for Kurt and Blaine. I hope I never have go through that." He whispered, imaging both how they felt and his own father had felt when he found him in his room.
Sebastian rolled his eyes and scoffed. "Please, if we were expecting, you'd get an abortion, so we wouldn't have that problem."
Dave stood up and glared at him. "What makes you think I would do that? "
"Kids are for narcissistic people who want carbon copies of themselves. Having children is selfish."
"No you are selfish. You only think of yourself. Do you even realize that an abortion has the same emotional effects of a miscarriage?" Dave said angrily.
Sebastian looked at him speechlessly.
"I love you, and I want a family and a wedding with you, but I am tired of sacrificing what I want in life for you. If you can't make sacrifices for me, then we are through. "Dave said as he grabbed his stuff, waiting for an answer. He waited for five minutes and then left.
A/N Sebastian's POV is on its way. Sorry if this wasn't what you expected.