Welcome To My Life
I heard a noise. A noise coming from the room next door made me annoyed but made my heartache. A noise of a girl crying, name Esther, my best friend's twin sister never cried before. This girl whom I
hated so much made me sad, but the cry also made me mad. Why was this girl crying? She had all the things she needed in this world. She had a loving parent, and a twin brother, Beach, who idolized her.
This girl who always seemed happy and always smiled at everyone was crying. It was a mystery. The cry sounded like her heart was breaking. I barely new her, and she was just one of my classmates. Still, I
wanted to go to the next room and comfort her. I thought I knew what she was going through. I myself wanted to cry like a baby, and pour out my story to the world asking for help. My head was screaming for
help. I was sleeping over Beach's house for one reason. To get away from a family I hated. Beach always made me happy, and it felt like he was the family member I ever needed. Still, I was hungry for a real
true loving family. Unlike my family, it wasn't a family at all because in a family you need a dad, and I didn't have one. My dad left me when I was seven for another person. I got contact from him 2 years
later, asking me to come over for about a week to visit. I left right away after finding out his lover was a guy and that he was gay. Before I left, I told him that I was disappointed. He told me that I disappointed
him too. My gay dad told me that I should at least accept that he is gay. What made it worse is that, he told me I disappointed my mom even more then I disappointed him. My mom wanted her 3rd child as a
girl too. Only too bad for her, she got me. When I got home that same day, I asked my mom if it was true, that if I was a mistake. She just couldn't say anything, and she turned slightly red and embarrassed
that I had found out the truth. Following the days after, I had horrible dreams when my dad stood over me like a giant saying, "You're a mistake, you're a mistake, your mother will never love you as much as
she loves your sister." It broke my heart. My older twin sister was a snob and the brattiest girl in the whole wide world. Seriously she can't even spell the word IT. She is so spoiled, that my mom has to take
her shopping every week, and buy her at least 50 billion things. No, I mean it she is that much spoiled. If I don't do what she wants me to do, she will pinch me so hard that I get a raspberry. I try to tell my
mom the truths, but she always ends up believing in my stupid sister. What kind of power does she have over people? After my dad left us for his guy, my brother got in a gangster group. I adored him, and he
was extremely cool. He got killed by rival group couple months ago. To even forget my horrible past for a minute, I went out to my friend's kitchen to get a drink of water. I was drinking water out of a cup,
when someone or something came in form the back door. The thing turned on the light, and I found out it was Esther. Esther's face was red, swollen, puffy, and sticky looking. I was disgusted, but then she
smiled.