he screams soundlessly
the only living thing
a boy
a boy with her eyes
and her body
lying there still
the world has ended
because lily cannot be dead
it cannot be true
please
please
make it not be true
he holds her
body wracked with pain and grief and a feeling
a terrible feeling beyond words
screaming without words
impossible to express his pain
even though nothing was impossible when she was there
but it's too late
and it's all his fault
his fault
no way to change the past
but he wishes
