Disclaimer: Not mine. You know, L wouldn't have died in my version of Death Note… But he'd have a relationship with Light!

A/N: First Death Note fan fiction, I only started watching the series last Friday. Now I'm already past episode 28… Set after L's and Light's death, so it's a bit unrealistic since one can't think when he's dead. Light's point of view, by the way. Enjoy!

Watashi wa "L" desu.

Kuso. Damn you, Ryuuzaki! You outwitted me there by coming to the University. Why? How come you already were suspicious of me? How come you notice things so soon? You've got the same train of thoughts as I do, I guess.

Let's play tennis to deepen this "friendship".

Was it a test too? How could this raise your suspicions against me? A match of tennis says nothing. You know that as well as I do. Nobody would let another person win, you know that well enough. No-one likes to lose, right? So how could that be proof of me being Kira?

I suspect you might be Kira.

You're smart. You're very smart and you know it. But you're not as clever as I am. I'm always one step ahead of you, since we think the same things. And I think without having to sit in an extraordinary way.

If I don't, it'll decrease my investigation capacity by 40%.

As if. As if not sitting on your chair in a normal way would make your mind more hazy. Mine isn't, and I always sit straight. And your sweets. How can you keep eating them while not going outside anymore to sport, and still remain healthy and strong and slim?

I want you to join us in our investigation.

Why? If you think I am Kira…

It's not that you might be Kira. You areKira.

I still don't get it. How come I couldn't prove my innocence to you? You were able to see through my act, yet all you did after my detention was handcuff us together.

You're my first friend, Light-kun.

I hate you. I hate you for making me waver there. I almost would've asked Rem not to kill you, you know? You wanted to be friends, even though you were quite sure I was Kira? Perhaps we don't always have the same train of thoughts. Perhaps you're as good at deceiving people as I am.

Actually, I'm not that bad at it at all.

Maybe I misjudged you. Maybe I should've kept you as a friend. My only friend. Misa doesn't count. Perhaps I wanted that massage so bad, I didn't know how to voice it. And perhaps it's better that you are dead now.

Is it true that Shinigami only eat apples?

Though it feels strange not having you around sometimes. Not hearing your comments and opinions about things. Not being able to show one another which one is stronger in both mind and body.

An eye for an eye.

I think so too. So maybe, taken this in mind, it's also better that I'm dead now, too.

Sumimasen.

Kuso. Damn you, Ryuuzaki, for making me miss you.