Twilight fan fiction

This is the story of what happens to Edward if Bella went for Jacob insted of marrying Edward. In a new town the Cullen's live a new life will there also be new love.

Chapter 1

20 years later

Its cold, another shitty day in this town we call Dundas, they really should call it Stepford its no different every family put on the happy front and makes you think this world is a wonderful place, BULL SHIT and know onward to the school of crack head and drinkers.

"Abbie! Abbie wait up!" My friend Kassandra calls from behind me, her long wavy dirty blond hair blowing wildly behind her as she ran to catch up. Kassandra and I had been friend for 3 year now and I have never met some one so like me that it would freak you out. We walk to school together all the time but she has a bitchy mother so she's been late a few times.

"Have you heard the news"? She said gasping for air now that she was at my side.

"What, what news." I said leaning over to see if she was ok.

"We have new kids at our school today". She finally managed to get out once she finally had the air to say it with." They are coming all the way here from some town called Forks."

"That's cool you think any of them will be cute." I said with a giggle, our school was in desperate need of some cute guys not that any of them would go for me, I was the pathetic clumsy nobody that was almost 17 and hadn't even had her first kiss yet.

"I hope so." She said know walking with me to the intersection in front of our pov school. "But I heard they are like a family of adopted sibling that are all dating each other creepy right."

"Ok weird, but to each his own I guess." I sighed losing the dim hope I some what had in my heart.

"Well all but one." She added quickly hoping I'd clue in.

I quickly did. "Oh and is it a guy tell me stuff, I'm hoping your not screwing with me I've had enough with this hoping." I said forcefully

" Ok, ok! Ya it's a guy and from what I heard he is sooooooooo hot but they say he acts like no one is good enough for him he also looks like he's in total depression so you can go for him but don't expect much." She said sheepishly hoping I wouldn't get mad.

"I never get my hopes up you know how guy think of me they hate me!" I said jokingly thought I did think it was true guy always ignored me in the romantic way at least. It didn't bother me as much as I made people think I gust like to pull on their heartstrings.

We finally got to class and I so glad to be out of the cold but as Kassandra and I went to take our seat I saw that some one was sitting in the seat that was supposed to be empty beside me. A tall attractive guy sat there he was skinny at first glace but when you really looked you could see he was actually pretty buff. His hair was long but short at the same time and kind of messy but messy in a good way. His face on the other hand was like nothing I had ever seen it was well gorgeous he could have been a male model for all I could tell. He had full lips and high cheekbones and his eye oh his eyes were amazing, they were a beautiful golden shade that was so mesmerizing.

He looked up toward me and then gasped as if he had seen a ghost, I was kind of shocked, did I look that bad I mean I know this mornings winds were bad but come on I couldn't look that bad. I walked over to take my seat beside him now trying to ignore the rude but gorgeous man beside me. As I took my seat I could have sworn I heard him whisper "not again." What was that supposed to mean had I met him somewhere before and if so what did I do to bug him so much.

The teacher quickly took my attention as she started the class but I couldn't help taking glances at him every now and then. What was with him I hadn't done anything and he already acted like I was the plague or something. Then he did something that pushed me over the edge, he grabbed his nose like I smelt bad. How could he? I just took a shower this morning I still smelt the citrus shampoo and body wash.

"WHATS YOUR PROBLEM!" I yelled at him louder then I should have. The whole class quickly turned and looked at me like I was some alien. He looked back at me and snickered like this was funny.

"Oh you think this funny you…" I started but was quickly interrupted by the teacher. "Ms. Fisher would you like to take over the class." She said angrily. "No Mrs. Thors. I replied sheepishly leaning back into my seat.

"Good then keep your thoughts to your self Ms. Fisher." She said with a grin of accomplishment on her face. She quickly went back to her lesson as if that had never happened but I could still feel everyone's eyes on me where they would stay for at least a few more minutes, everyone's but his he went right back to looking away and holding his breath.

Class was almost over and we know were working by our selves so I decided this was the time to get so answers from this jerk. I leaned over, tapped him on the shoulder and said "hey you, what's your problem with me? I don't think I've done anything to deserve this."

"What are you talking about?" he asked still holding his breath as if I couldn't tell.

"That, that right there is what I'm talking about your holding your breath like I stick and what did you mean not again I've never met you before." I said angrily but quietly I did not want to get in trouble again.

"Oh! You heard that huh? It wasn't any of you business and I don't like floral smells, sorry if that my trying not to smell it bothers you." He said almost threatingly.

Just as he finished his sentence the bell rang and he was out the door in second, before anyone realized it was time to go.

Kassandra walked over to me so we could leave class together but I knew she was going to ask about what happened earlier that I would scream like that. I knew it was coming because it was totally out of character for me usually I'm much calmer, well at school at least.

"What he do Abbicasimpson." She said jokingly using my most annoying nickname, I don't even know how I got it but after I did it stuck.

"Grrrrrrrrrrrr! What an ass! He acts like I'm the plague and holds his breath like I smell bad and when I asked why, he said he didn't like floral smells. I use citrus shampoo and body wash." I said in almost a shriek.

Kassandra just laughed. I fail to see what's so funny this guy did act like no one was good enough for him so why is it I want to still look at him.

The rest of the classes went by in a blur English, Math, Art all of it just didn't hold my thought in fact the only thing that did was him. I didn't see why, he was a total jerk to me and even if he was the hottest guy at this school it still wasn't right to think about him. I didn't even know his name so why wouldn't he leave my head it was starting to extremely annoy me.

"Abbie, Abbie you still with us? Earth to Abbie!" I heard a voice say. I finally came out of my deep thought and looked up. Kassandra was beside me talking as we ate our lunches in the cafeteria. Had I been that deep in thought that I didn't even notice us get in here.

"Abbie are you listening." Kassandra said sound almost impatient know.

"Huh? Oh ya I'm listening. What's up?" I said hoping it wasn't obvious that I actually hadn't been.

" Well I was saying that the new guy and his family are staring at you but you would know that if you had been listening the first time." She said sarcastically happy to be proving a point.

"What they are?" I said as I turn my head looking to see if it was true. There they were all the way across the room. There were five of them all together two girls, three guys. I couldn't help but study the ones I hadn't met this morning. I first looked at the short pixie like girl, she was very cute she looked about 4'7 or so. She had short spiky brownish black hair and a sweet slender face she could have easily been the most beautiful girl in this school if her sister hadn't taken my attention know. This girl was astonishingly beautiful, she was prettier then any model I had ever seen. Her body, her face, her hair, everything about her was perfectly proportionate. Her hair was long blond and beautiful. Her face was also slender but more stern and serious then her pixie sisters was, you totally tell they weren't related. Then I looked to the huge buff man sitting beside the blond. He was very good looking though I was a little more distracted by his bulging muscles to study his face like I did his sisters. When I finally did look at his face I saw he had short hair and a very muscular face to match his body but looking at his face I couldn't help but think giant teddy bear. I then looked at the guy sitting next to the pixie girl he also look kind buff not at all like the teddy bear but bigger then his brother I meat this morning. He on the other had look really stress and very uncomfortable like being here was causing him serious pain. His face was attractive once you got past the look on it. They all were extremely pail, almost snow white. Then there was him the jerk from this morning he was staring at me with the most evil glare I had ever seen.

"What's Edwards problem?" Kassandra said look in the direction I was. "He doesn't even know you.

"What did you call him?" I ask. She paid way to much attention to what was going on at this school.

"Edward that is his name. Lets see I think I know all their names know the buff on is Emmett his girlfriend slash sister is the way to pretty one Rosalie, the short girl is Alice and her boyfriend slash brother is the stressed guy Jasper." She said pleased with herself for remembering.

"Edward huh well I think if he doesn't stop staring at me I'm going to have to kill him." I said sarcastically but as I finished my sentence I couldn't help but notice he started to snicker as if he had heard what I said. That was impossible there was no way he could have heard me I was all the way across the room from him, he must have laughed at something his siblings had said.

Finally photography the last class of the day. I walked in to take my seat. This was the one class I could truly enjoy. I sat down at the closed table to the front, no one usually sits there so I didn't have to worry about sharing the table with people I don't like. I looked to the door waiting for one of my friends to walk threw so they could take the seat beside be. Then Edward walked in. I had hoped that he would only be in my first period class so I would only have to deal with him once a day but I guess thing don't work out that way at this school. He walked in so gracefully it was really different then most guys at this school. By know I could tell all the girls in this class where watching him in awe. I looked away it bugged me enough that I couldn't get away from him so why should I have to watch him.

"Can I sit here?" a musical but agitated voice call to me from my side. I looked up there he was standing beside me still holding his breath but not looking as angry like he had this morning.

"I thought you hated my floral sent." I said angrily I couldn't help talking to him like this know.

"It's the only seat left." He said trying sound nice wail still holding his breath.

I looked around checking to see if that was true apparently my friend decided to sit else were how nice of them. NOT! How could they do that to me?

"What ever." I snarled displeased with the situation.

He sat down and moved his seat as far away as he could wail still using the table. He sat very still almost statue like. It was very weird. He stared forward and look very serine, I couldn't look away I just kept staring at him. He really was the best looking guy at this school, so mesmerizing I couldn't pay attention to what the teacher was saying anymore. Why was it he could be such and ass to me and yet still hold all my attention?

He turned his head and looked at me his face still stressed but nicer then this morning.

"So looks like we are partners." He said looking right at me

"Ya I guess we are." I said now trying to remember what the teacher had said that would make us partners. I felt so stupid how could I not have paid attention now I don't even know what the project is.

Edward was now looking at me with a confused face as if he were trying to guess what I was thinking.

" Is something wrong?" he asked still probably trying to figure out what I was thinking.

"Uh, ya I actually wasn't paying attention. What's the project we're doing?" I admitted feeling even stupider for asking.

"We are supposed to work with the person we are sitting with and make a slide show about them." He said with a look on his face as if the project was going to kill him.

"Ok well then lets get to work." I said with a smile though in side all I could think was is he ok, this project isn't that bad.

We worked on the project for the rest of class telling each other simple useless information about ourselves stuff like I like this kind of music and this person is my favourite actor. Talking to him this way had my thoughts totally confused because I liked it. He was nice once he let his guard down. Maybe he wasn't so bad after all.

The bell rang and I expected him to leave the class in a hurry like he had this morning but he didn't. He stood up and took my bag for me as I got up, I didn't know what to think of him anymore. One minute this guy it a total jackass and the next he's the perfect gentleman. Was he trying to give me a head ace from all this confusion?

"Thanks." I shyly whispered. I wasn't used to a guy giving me the time of day let alone holding by bag for me as got my stuff together to leave. I quickly took my bag hoping I would feel less embarrassed if I did.

"Your welcome." He said calmly though I could tell he wasn't going to give up on holding his breath.

"Do floral scents bug you that much?" I accidentally spit out with an agitated voice. I didn't mean to say it I knew it would piss him off but I couldn't help it, it just came out.

" Huh? Oh ya they don't bug me that much its just… you smell a lot like some one I know that's what really bothers me. I guess I should apologize for this morning shouldn't I." He said with a bit of anger in the back of his throat. I was shocked. Why would the sent of some one he used to know bother him so much?

"No you don't have to its not your fault if you don't like a smell I guess." I said as we walk out of the classroom together. It was weird only an hour or so after talking to the guy at one point I had thought was a jerk and I felt a certain connection with him. My face suddenly felt hot and I knew I must be blushing so I turned away hoping he hadn't noticed.

We got to the doors at the entrance of the school and I saw the four siblings of his standing there waiting almost like statues. Emmett, Jasper, and Rosalie were all staring out the window pay no attention to anyone who walked by but Alice stood there looking at us with the biggest smirk on her face like she new something neither of us did. I herd Edward say. " I doubt that very much." As we met up with his siblings. I instantly felt uncomfortable like I didn't belong there.

"I'm going to go know I have to met up with Kassandra." I quickly blurted out as I tried to walk away but then a cold hand grab my arm and pulled me back. The feeling of the hand was shocking, the coldness of the grasp almost hurt it felt colder then ice. As I turn to the person who pulled my arm I couldn't help but shiver I had all the sudden became freezing at the touch of a hand.

Alice had been the one to grab my arm but once she noticed my shiver she quickly let go.

"Sorry." She said now grasping her arm with her other hand like she had hurt herself. "I forgot how cold my hands could be. Any way I wanted to talk to you, could you come with me?" she asked with another sweet smile. Suddenly Edward growled at her like she was being really annoying or stupid. She ignored him and started to walk to the other side of the room like she knew I would fallow. I did I could help it I wanted to know what she had to say to me.

She quickly shot around and faced me know. I jumped I wasn't ready for that.

" You like him don't you." She said staring at me with giddy eyes like if I said yes she go around squealing like a crazy fan would if they saw there fav star.

"What? No I… I don't like him. No!" I said nervously. I didn't like him how could I? I had just met him there was no way. Finding a guy attractive and liking him were total different things. So why was it my face got hot again and I felt I had to look away.

"You're a bad liar, besides you don't have to worry I wont tell him." She said still smirking giddily.

"No I really don't I only just met him, how could I?" I whisper sheepishly. I was really uncomfortable know. I felt like I was being interrogated and losing.

"Ok don't tell me but just so you know." she slowly whispered. "You're going to end…"Edward suddenly appeared at Alice's side interrupting her sentence. "Time to go little one." He said as he picked her up and through her over his shoulder as if to make sure she wouldn't come back and tell me the rest of what she was going to say. What was she going to say and why didn't he want me to know.

Chapter 2

I was home know sitting in front of the TV on the big leather couch with a blanket over my legs to keep me warm. The show I was watching was really boring but there was nothing on for at least another hour so I might as well watch it. I would have been working on homework if I had gotten any or on my msn if my computer hadn't shut down but since I couldn't this was the only thing to do.

I sat there thinking on how my day had been. It was definitely different then normal that's for sure. First I meet a jerk who's not actually a jerk and the get interrogated by a small pixie girl.

Know that I thought about Alice I couldn't help but think about what she had tried to tell me. Ok don't tell me but just so you know your going to end…end, end what? End up getting hurt? Big shocker there I'm the biggest cluts in history. What was she going to say? This was going to bother me all day.

The TV show finally ended but by know I was so bored I just turned off the TV. I lay back on the couch and just daydreamed until I actually fell a sleep. I started to dream, it was new because I hadn't had a vivid dream in so long. It was dark and I couldn't tell were I was. I was scared I wanted to just scream but a voice started to call me it was beautiful. I started to fallow it hoping it would lead me to some were light and happy. All I could see was the darkness and all I heard was he voice but suddenly I felt ice-cold arms rap around me. At first I wanted to scream. "Get off me! Get off me!" but suddenly I felt safe like I belonged there. The coldness melted into me and I felt safe and happy. My mind and body felt at peace and then the music voice called to me and said. "Don't worry I wont bite." And as the voice said this I felt a piercing pain in my neck.

I woke up to the sound of my own screaming and covered in sweat. I looked around checking to make sure that had actually been a dream. I was still in my living room on the couch the only thing that had changed was that my sisters where now home. They stared at me wide eyed and shocked there faces looked so funny if I hadn't been so scared I would have laughed.

"Are you ok." My sister Josie said still wide-eyed like she had never seen some on have a nightmare before.

Josie was thirteen and a real pain in my behind she was still in early puberty so she could probably blame on that. She was almost as tall as me but much prettier. She had long brown hair and greenie blue eyes. She was extremely skinny with no fat anywhere to be seen. Lucky for me I still had the bigger boobs.

"What's wrong Abbie?" my other sister Savanha groaned in worry.

Savanha was nine and also a real pain but she was still cute so I only got mad at her once in a wail. Which is a lot of the time, but less then Josie. She was short and also really skinny. She had long blond hair and bright baby blue eyes. Her face was still a little round and childish but it was losing the baby fat fast.

"I'm fine guys. It was just a bad dream." I blurted out not realizing how shaky my voice actually was. I was know crouch in a ball holding my leg sitting look at my two sister. Confusion and worry had taken over their faces and I knew they wouldn't drop it if I didn't snap out of this. I quickly let go of my leg and stood up.

"See? I'm fine, now do you guys want me to make you something to eat?" I said calmly this time. I was proud of my self for holding back the shaking in the back of my throat.

"Uh, ok sure." Josie said with suspicion in her voice. I knew I hadn't fooled her but at least Savanha looked convinced.

"What do you guys want?" I ask still faking that I was ok. I did feel better know that I was awake but I just couldn't shake the feeling of fear in the bottom of my gut or the piercing pain on my neck. I was shock I could still feel it I mean it was just a dream right. I hope I don't have this dream again.

Walking to school was agony this time. The cold in the winds the stormy weather, and the pain from the dream that had reoccurred again last night. The dream had been even worse the second time. The voice was louder and it wasn't musical this time it was eerie and evil. The arms that grasped me where not kind and comforting but painful and constricting like I couldn't escape. The bite was the worst of the whole dream not only did it hurt more this time but it was draining like all my energy was being taken.

Kassandra talked the hole way to school but I wasn't listening I was to distracted by the dream that wouldn't leave my memory.

"Are you ok Abbie? You look distant." Kassandra ask with concern on her face. This was bad I couldn't even hide it anymore the fear of this dream was consuming me.

"Ya I'm fine just a little stressed that's all." I said to calm her fears. I hated worrying her she was such a good friend and she already had to deal with her mother all the time.

As we walked into the school I felt even more fear. What would happen? Would I be able to hide my stress from every one? Was I making too much a deal of this?

Suddenly bang! I walked right into something it felt like a wall, an extremely cold wall. I felt a little dizzy and I know I was going to hit the ground any second know but I didn't. I felt a cold arm grasp around by back and catch me. In less then a second I was back on my feet but the grasp of the arm felt way to familiar.

"Get off me! Help!" I shrieked and ran to Kassandra. I was terrified it was the arms from my dream. I looked up to see the menacing person who torched me in my dream last night. I couldn't believe it him he was the scary man in my dream.

"Edward? You the one who?" I questioned with a little shriek still left in the back of my throat.

"I'm sorry I didn't know you liked falling." He said jokingly though his face portrayed a different emotion. Worry was written all over his face like he wanted to help but couldn't. His beautiful eyes looked deep into me. Like he was trying to see inside me but couldn't, like he was trying to know my every thought.

I suddenly realize I was still hiding behind Kassandra with every one in the hall know staring at me. I felt really stupid know. I mean it was a dream and Edward was not going to hurt me at least I hope he's not, though after my behavior I wouldn't blame him for going back to the way he had yesterday morning.

" No, no I'm sorry I was deep in thought and you caught me off guard. Literally. I'm sorry I over reacted." I said know completely red in the face. I hated this even more not only had I made a huge fool of my self but I had done it in front of Edward. Wait why would I care, I don't care, do I?

"Actually now that you've run me over you are the person I have been looking for. Come with me." He said now dragging me down the hall, his cold hand around my wrist. He pulled me around the corner and into an empty classroom.

" You need to stay away from me!" he angrily stated. His face was now stern like every thing in the hallway a few moments ago had just been an act.

"I already dwelt with a singer like you once before I cant do it again! Not only is this temptation killing me but you have to have the same mind as her to!" He was now screaming like he was talking to him self.

What was he talking about singer? I mean I like singing but this made no sense and what did he mean the same mind as her, same mind as who? I was totally confused now every thing he was saying sounded like he was saying it to himself.

His arms banged the wall behind me so that he had me trapped between them. His face looked down at me he was holding his breathe like he had the day before. His face still looked stern but it also had the look of holding back. He stayed there for along time gust looking at me, starring at me. I couldn't look away.

"Just…just stay away from me. I don't wont anyone getting hurt this time." He sighed and dropped one of his arms as he stared to turn away.

"Not till you tell me what the hell your talking about." I screamed angrily grabbing is shoulder to turn him around. It didn't work but I kept going.

"What are you talking about singer and who's this girl you say I have a mind like. What's going on? Give me some answers. Please! I screamed louder. I was agitated and confused. I wanted to know every thing and I wanted to know now.

SLAM! I was pined to the wall again. Anger had totally engulfed is face. Only a tiny sign of his face showed he was still holding back

"THAT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!" he screamed. The look on his face was still angry but there was something else there. Pain, he looked like he was in agene just thinking about what I had asked. This girl I reminded him of what had she done? Is that why he was so mad? Is that why he wanted me to stay away, because it hurt him to think of her? All these question ran through my head.

"I'm sorry." Was all I could get out? A tear fell down my cheek and I suddenly felt this wave of emotion take over. I ducked under his arm and ran for the door. The door flung open as I rushed to get out of there. I didn't want to be seen like this. I didn't want him to see me like this.

I ran into the girls bathroom to the counter were the mirrors were and turn on the water. I had to spray my face it was the only thing that helped when I cried. I spayed my face a few timed then dried it off. It didn't help this time I was still crying. I leaned against the wall and slid down till my head was on my knees. The tears just kept falling and I just let them.

I didn't know why his behavior to me had pushed me this far. I mean I had only known him for a day how could this possibly mean so much to me. I was cry like my friend Kassandra had the first time her boyfriend broke up with her, but why? It couldn't be that I had feelings for him. I had never grown a crush on someone that fast. I mean sure I felt a connection with him the other day but had I really grown feelings for him to.

As I sat there crying into my knees I felt a warm hand rub against my back. I quickly looked up to see who had walked in on my blubber fest. There she was my best friend Kassandra. She must have gone looking for me after Edward kidnapped me.

"Abbie. What happened? I have seen you in every type of mood and I have never seen you like this." She cooed trying to talk me through the tears.

"Nothing happened! All he did was tell me to stay away. I don't even know why I'm crying, I just cant stop." I sighed know a little better then I had been before.

I wanted to stop crying, I wanted to act like I didn't care but I did and it didn't make sense. I really must have feelings for him but how was that possible.

"Wow! I thought you were into him but I didn't know it was this much." She said with curiosity on her face.

"I do not!" I blurted out, though by now I wasn't fooling anyone. I did like him, I did have feelings for him but I had to take control.

This was a crush nothing more I don't need to cry over something I'd be over soon. I thought to my self. It was true crushes never lasted long with me so he wouldn't be any different. I wiped the last remaining tear on my face and stood up. I felt much better know though a little stupid for crying in the first place.

"Uh you ok now?" Kassandra said looking up at me. She was still sitting on the ground next to where I just was.

"Couldn't be better!" I sighed jokingly. "Come on let's get out of here." I grabbed her hand and helped her up and we headed to class.

Kassandra and I walked into class extremely late. I didn't realize my crying took so much time. We quickly apologized and took our seats. I looked to the seat beside me where Edward sat yesterday. It was empty. In fact he wasn't even in class. I quickly turned forward and dropped the thought I was scared I would cry again.

Class took forever it was like the clock had stopped and I was trapped in this moment in time forever. The bell finally rang and I ran for the door, I had to get out of this boring class. I waited in the hall for Kassandra so we could walk together. She came out a few moments later.

We walked dawn the hall in silence. I think she was scared to talk to me like one word wrong and I'd be in tears. So we just kept walking until we got to our separate classes.

As it had yesterday all my classes went by in a blur. I was too tired from all the crying this morning to concentrate. I think I got in trouble three times but I was too tired to care. By the time lunch came I was sleeping with my head on the table. I drifted into a deeper and deeper sleep and then I was there again, in my nightmare.

It was different this time. It was still dark but the feeling I had, had changed. I wasn't scared in fact I was excited. I was searching know trying to find some thing, some one. Suddenly the cold arms that scared me grabbed hold and held me tight. The voice that called me was not musical like the first time or evil like the second it was familiar. It was beautiful it was kind of musical when I really listened but still not like the first dream. He finally said the line I was dreading and waiting for. "Don't worry I wont bite." Then the pain came I felt it again in my neck it was just as draining as before but this time I didn't wake up from the bite. I stayed there in the cold arms gasping screeching trying to get away but the hold the arms had was too strong. The teeth on my neck finally let go and I felt some relief but then I felt lips at my ear and a whisper tingle through my thoughts. It said. "Find me, find the truth." The words kept repeating over and over and I felt a sudden feeling of purity and peace. I looked up at the person holding me, the one who whispered in my ear and shock took my face.