Okay, so these are my own personal thoughts and feelings and I finally got up the nerve to broadcast it to all of you and I hope you at least cut me a little slack. But I do want to know your thoughts and such on them. It's even more important here than my other stories because these are more personal so I REALLY want to, no scratch that, need to know what you think. So I hope you read, enjoy and review otherwise I might just go crazy. And I'll post these as I write them. It's a little harder to write these I have to be even more inspired and in a thoughtful mood. But I will try my hardest to write more and post as soon as possible

Also, the poem below I had posted before but as a one-shot and it was in the Twilight section. And I might not be able to tell you what every poem is about because they are very personal but I will try to tell you vaguely what they are about, or at least who. Sorry and thanks for reading.

Disclaimer-Sorry I just had to put this because for once I can say this....................It's all mine. I own them all. No one else! Mwahhhh. Sorry for my little outburst but it was very nice to finally be able to own it on here and not have to say it belongs to the very talented Stephenie Meyer.

Is it all just a dream?

Or am I really being left behind.

The scenes playing out in front of me but I'm slowly fading to black in the background.

I'm still standing here but you just look through me.

Is it all just a dream?

Or is this what my life's come to. J

ust standing still never moving forward always stuck in the past.

Watching everyone go by at ease while in falling to my knees.

Is it all just a dream?

Or is my life passing me by.

I look back and see the memories but one in particular and it pulls me in again.

It's like a strong force that won't release me.

I feel I'm almost over it, but then here we go again.

I know it's short and some of them are but others are longer. I hope you enjoyed it and continue to read and that you review. You know that little green button that's calling your name yeah just press that. Pretty please!