Hey there! I was a little bored and then I came up with a story that I made up in my mind. I am not English so I already apologize for my mistakes.

There are some major changes I want you to know before reading:

1. Klaus is dead and so is Tyler because Klaus turned him.

2. Klaus didn't create Damons', Stefans', Carolines'.. bloodline.

3. Alaric died and didn't become a vampire.

4. Because of no 3) Elena didn't turn.

Hope you're not mad at me for this and I really hope you like my story. So here it is:

Chapter 1

Giving up

Damon's Pov

It have been six weeks since Elena Gilbert cluelessly dissapeared. No one knew where she went, she didn't leave one damn clue behind.

By now she would have have one million missed calls and messages asking her where she was and if everything was ok. Even I've sent some messages but I gave it up. So did Stefan, Caroline and Bonnie.

Witchy was really desperate because she has been trying a locator spell for months now and failed every time. Her conclusion was that she might be dead but no one really believed that. At least not me.

Stefan thinks that she left town after Klaus was killed to get a clear head or even start a new life somewhere. This is even more ridiculous than the thought that she might be dead. Stefan really wants to believe that she lives a normal life and is happy for once.

Barbie's always there to comfort him and I think that she really doesn't know what to believe. Tyler died and the thought of losing her best friend must be really for her. Not that I genuinely cared because I had to deal with her dissaperance just as much as they did.

My best distraction was of course alcohol but sometimes I had to think that I was all alone now. These were the times where I missed Ric, my drink buddy. I think Jeremy gave up, too. He lost the hope that Elena will show up at the door of the boarding house. Now that he is all alone he lives in here just as Barbie does. Only Bonnie doesn't join us but rather Klaus awakes than she moves in.

I might be a little paranoid but somehow I can see a development between Stefan and Barbie but maybe because they lost their true, big love. Somehow it makes me angry when I think about them getting closer and falling in love. How can it be so easy for him to fall in love with another girl, especially her best friend? Yupp, maybe it was the figment of my imagination.

Maybe just like right now when I entered the parlour and saw Stefan holding Caroline in his arms. The moment I appeared she got out of it and straightly sat up looking at me.

"What?" I ask when I look into her cried out eyes and the brooding expression on my brothers' face.

"She did it again", she said.

"So I guess she didn't suceed?"

Stefan gave me a look and Caroline angrily said: "What do you think what happened? God, I can't believe you! It's like you have no heart or something. Even with her gone!"

I rolled my eyes at her comments. Of course I was a mess but why should I show it? It wouldn't make me feel better and it wouldn't change anything. So where was the point?

"What's gonig on?" Jeremy asked. "Did Bonnie do the locator spell again? Have you found her?"

"No" I said matter of fact.

"Oh." He sounded dissapointed.

"Maybe.. I think we should stop it." Stefan suddenly said. What the- ? He didn't say it, did he?

"What? You're crazy or what?" I asked him taken by surprise.

"I mean maybe she doesn't want to be found."

"She doesn't want to be found? Who are you kidding Stefan? If someone kidnapped her, of course she wants to be found!"

"We've already been there Damon and she isn't kidnapped. We asked every original and no one have taken her for revenge."

"Than maybe someone else took her."

"No, I think she started a new life and I don't wanna ruin it."

I laughed loud. This was so ridiculous. "So you're just giving up? After only a half year?"

"I'm not giving up. I'm letting her go."

"Oh come on! You don't believe the shit you're talking, do you? Barbie?"

Instead of supporting me she said: "I don't know what to do anymore. We did everything in our power and failed. I'm gonna sit here and wait till we hear something, anything from her."

I panted with rage. "And what about you? Giving up on your sister, too?"

"I guess so."

"Why? She is your sister!"

"Yes she is but I can't do this either. I can't wait for her to come around and let the dissapointements crashing my every hope that is left in me. I have to deal with the fact that I'm alone now like an adult should."

"You know Jer, you're not so alone. You still have us.", Barbie said and gave him a sincere smile.

That gave me the rest. "You can all go to hell!" I snapped and left the boarding house. I ran with vampire speed through the woods to get as far away as possible. How could they give up on her so fast? 6 months were a long time but long enough to let it go? I was pissed at them but I was pissed at Stefan even more. How dared he to just forget her? She was his life! How can he fucking let her go please? Was I the only sane person around here?

I reached a street and recognized the place immediately. This was where Elena and I truly met but she didn't know it. I looked up at the stars like I did it back then and thought about her. I wouldn't give up. I would do everything to get her back, I promised the stars. Then I heard a car out there and couldn't help it but to smile. I needed to be distracted and a little blood from a human wouldn't be that wrong.

Bonnie's Pov

And again this dream. I stood in front of Fells church and I could hear a lot of whispers. Spells that were spoken in latin. I couldn't understand one of them. They were mixed up together. I knew that the witches needed my help but I couldn't. The spells I used to find Elena made me weak. The frentic attempts to find another spell that might help made me weary. I had so much on my mind and the dreams made it worse.

I still suffered that Abby left me again. I couldn't hold it back anymore. It was way too much.

"Do it." A witch told me. I turned around to see Emily there. "We need to fix this."

"What you're talking about?" I asked her confused.

"Be ready. When the sun sets, I want you to push from your side."

"What?" I asked again but she was gone again I woke up by the sound of something falling down.

I got out of bed and saw a grimoire laying on the ground. I wanted to put it back into the shelf as a page was turned and I looked at the spell. I didn't know what kind of spell it was but suddenly I was filled with hope. Maybe that was the ultimate spell to find Elena.

So, do you like it? Is something not ok with that? Just let me know ;)