Hi there, well here is the next letter. This time it's written by Kurt.
If you haven't guessed already the two boys are currently on christmas break and although they are texting each other and talking on the phone, they needed a way to express their feelings for each other.
These letters aren't related to my story You Give Me The Wings To Fly.
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee
22nd December 2010.
Dear Kurt,
You know how sometimes..
Some people walk into our lives..
Everyone has that someone, th..
Kurt, I need you. I want you. But I know you need me as a friend right now, a mentor. And I will always put you and your feelings before anything else. I am trying so hard to keep my feelings to myself and I thought this Christmas break would do me some good. I thought I might get you out of my head for a few days. HA! What a load of bull that was! You haven't left my head since that day on the staircase. I don't know why I thought things would change now. In all honesty though Kurt. I don't want them to change.
See Kurt, I did something and I know I shouldn't have, but I did and I feel that I should tell you. I want to say I feel really bad about what I did and for lying to you but in all honesty I can't because it was such a magical moment and I cant bring myself to feel bad about it. It has to be one of the greatest moments of my life.
Well here goes nothing..
You know when I asked you to practice Baby It's Cold Outside with me for that Christmas Spectacular show? There was no show, Kurt. Well, there was a show but I wasn't singing in it, I'd decided not to this year. Asking you to practice with me, It was just an excuse for me to come looking for you, to spend time you and to sing with you. All your studies had been getting on top of you and I was seeing less and less of you. I hated it so much. I didn't get to see you as much as I wanted and I needed an excuse to pull you away from studying. And I found one.
The way we sang Baby It's Cold Outside together, to me it was breathtaking. Seeing how much of yourself you put into that performance and how we were both flirting endlessly with each other. Once we sat down on that sofa and the song came to a close, all I wanted to do was lean over and just kiss you. It was so hard not to and I just, I got all flustered because of how beautiful you looked and how much I wanted you.. So I made a quirky comment and left. It was too much to be in the same room with you when I had these pains in my chest and thoughts in my head. It was too much for me, so I left.
I want you Kurt.
It's more then that though, I feel like, like, I don't know. But I know that I need you more then I need air, Kurt.
I am currently lying on the floor in my bedroom with the door locked, keeping my parents out. I am trying to write a song about how I feel about you but I can't seem to put it into words. I am lying here with a cup of coffee and the stereo playing, now don't laugh at me, Teenage Dream. It's been playing on loop for the past 3 hours. To me, for now, this is our song. It always reminds me of you. The colour of your bluey grey eyes, your gorgeous and perfect porcelain skin, your honey coloured hair and how you always smell of coffee.. I could go on and on because seriously Kurt, you are perfect in every sense of the word.
Kurt, meeting you, being with you. You've changed my life drastically and I can't, I won't imagine my life without you because it hurts too much.
I know you think that I have changed your life and helped you and I have in a more obvious way, but the things you have done for me are, they are much deeper and you've helped me on such a personal level. I feel like I can actually be myself with you and I've never felt that way about anyone. Even Wes and David don't know me as well as I want you too, and believe me Kurt I want you to know me. To really know me.
Only 12 more days until I see you again but I guess for now texting and talking on the phone will do. I need to see you though Kurt. I miss you like crazy. 3 Days without you and I feel like, like life is harder to live day by day. I didn't realise how much you meant to me until I can't see you for two whole weeks.
I probably won't ever send this to you.
You will probably never know how I feel but I just needed to tell you that, that I love you.
Forever Yours.
Blaine.
Well, there's Blaine's Letter. It was in fact written before Kurt's. I haven't screwed the times up It was just how I wrote the chapters. I hope you enjoyed this letter..
I'm wondering if I should continue with these.. I'm enjoying it.. It's different to my other stories.
We shall see.
Thank you for reading.
Kaylee xx