I watched iReunite with Missy this afternoon and once again I saw the hallway scene of Sam and Freddie. This scene, honestly, is one of my favorite scenes of iCarly. I guess… because it showed that Sam needed Freddie to believe her. And for someone as feisty and rebellious as Sam, that is Huge.

Anyway the dialogue below may look familiar to you. I DON'T (repeat DON'T) OWN iCARLY. I wish.

Okay, I have to face the facts. If I I'm running low on strength.

"I don't believe you." He said nonchalantly, as if It didn't matter if I explained my side of the story or not.

"Okay one more time." I'm desperate at this point. "Carly was my best friend first and I'm taking her back!" I imitate Missy's snotty voice with all my hatred.

"There's no way Missy said that!" He spat at me. He too can't see the Evil in her.

"She did!" I urged but he only scoffed and smirked.

"You know maybe Carly's right." He started. "Maybe you're just Jealous of Missy." He said to me in an acidic tone.

That stung, bad.

In my head, I thought of the thousands of hurtful things that people have ever told me. And this is by far one of the worst. He doesn't believe me. No one does.

At that moment everything –mentally and emotionally- fell apart. I don't need a mirror to confirm that I look weak and hurt.

"Okay just… Forget it." I muttered weakly while shaking my head. I wanted to shout at him. I wanted to be Sam, to say mean things and do mean things just to make him see my side, even just a little. But I couldn't, I've been ignored, beaten down and vomited enough for one day. "Don't believe me"

I walked away, but not before catching a glimpse of his face. I saw him became upset after what I said. I guess my lack of aggressiveness bothered him.

I hated this feeling, of being alone. Carly doesn't believe me and now even Fredward. Surprisingly, I don't feel hatred for them, I only felt sad, and Hurt. Now what do I do?

"Tell me one reason why I should believe you!" He shouted.

I can't believe he is asking me that? I turned and made my way back to him. This is the first time I asked for his help, he turns me down and now he's asking for a reason? What about being his friend isn't that enough?

I felt tired as I stare at him again.

"Cause I came here." Tired of reasoning my voice sounded weaker than before. He shrugged. I'm already feeling as low as it is, might as well get lower. "Have I ever come to you for help before? For anything?" I sounded weak but truth rang in my voice. He of all people should know this. I wouldn't have come to him if I wasn't so desperate. And apparently he does.

I saw guilt washed over him before I looked down and turn away. That's it. Whether he believes me or not… I'm on my own.

Carly…

Its Sad I know. I think I'll add a couple of chapters more. I just want to establish how Sam felt, because I believe she felt horrible but decided not to show it.

Anyway… to the one who's looking at this right now,Thank you for reading =)

And for the others who also read my other stories, Domo Arigato for your interest and will power to continue reading.

Kate =]

PS. I should warn you, you won't be hearing the last of me. =P