If Life were Different

A Vampire Knight story, I don't own the chracters, but I do own the plot.

Chapter 1

I feel my knees buckle under me, I was slowly fading away...everything was turning black. My vampire side consuming me, eating me away, but I still kept thinking of the people I cherished, "K-kaname...Y-yuki..." My consciousness was slowly, and painfully seeping away from me, until I heard someone callling me, "Zero!"

I try to open my eyes, but to no avail, my vision was clouded. The blurry person came closer to me. 'Who is this person calling me?' Again the voice called me,but this time I felt strong, yet gentle hands hold me, "Zero...please you can't leave me...not yet...please"

I kept on hearing pleading. This time the voice felt familiar, I tried opeing my eyes one last time and finally I could see a bit more, but It was still a bit blurry.

"Zero?"

I couldn't move, I couldn't speak. It's like my body didn't want to live, didn't want the person to see if I was still alive. My body knew that it was time for me to go, but I wasn't gonna allow that. Once my vision adjusted I reconized the brunette figure, "K-kaname?"

I say softly, he looks back at me and I saw blue, crystal, clear tears falling down his wine, red regal eyes. "Z-zero...!" He hugged me gently, "I thought I had lost you Zero..." I pat his back gently, silently consoling him, that I was indeed alive.

His hands that were hugging me, were shaking slightly, he then looks back at me and he holds my hands, "K-kana..." I say while giving him a weak smile, "Yes?" He says interwining our fingers together. I squeeze his hand, "K-kana..I don't want to hurt you and Yuki...please just kill me...so I wont have to hurt anybody else...I don't want to turn into a full Level E and I-"

Kaname interupes me by placing his soft, yet gentle lips on mine for a chaste kiss, all his emotions going into me, saying, 'You're going to be alright...', 'I wont leave you..' , 'I would die for you...'

We part, "Zero..I wont kill you...I just can't...you are the strongest hunter i've ever met...and you are the love of my life...I want to live with you forever...so please...dont ask me to kill you..because I can't.."

He kisses my forehead gently, and all my emotions came out and I cling to him, my tears coming out of my eyes, I couldn't imagine a life without Kaname...I just couldn't. I hugged him closer to me and cried on his chest.

Once I let all the anguish out, Kaname calmed me down. "Well...I'm going to bring you back to my mansion..and we'll deal with this ok? I wont leave your side..."

He picks me up bridal style, since my legs didn't have the strength to walk and he carried me all the way to his mansion.

NekoAyane: Hope you liked it so far!