disclaimer: go find someone with money to sue, i dont own kindgom hearts, dehr.

summary: nevernevernever say die [akuroku angst] even as ladybugs house burns to the ground

authors notes: hmmm... another spastic?tence ficly thing... i think im addicted, tell me if i should keep posting them?

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FireBug

Roxas hates the idea of surrender.

Fights it - on and on to the bitterest of ends.

The pointless excuses pitiful even to his own ears.

Despite the ache and twang of non-existant heartstrings he fights against the almost-beg of emerald-viridian eye shine.

FireBug

Axel calls out with raw need.

This impossable Nobody-almost-love pounding through him.

The lick and crackle of white-hot-neverland flames caress his always pale skin.

Invisable never-tears streaking along his scarred-tatoo'd cheeks.

Inhibitions melt under pressure.

FireBug

And for a split second, Roxas gives in.

(badump badump) the lie of heartbeat races forward.

Lips reach and lock. Tongues intertwine.

The beautiful pain and Roxas gives all the has...

And Axel takes all the can get.

FireBug

It's back to normal come morning.

Axel awakes to an always-empty bed.

An aching cock - a banged up, love-beaten body.

Roxas cries pretend never-there tears.

And aching wanna-be heartache for making his never-almost lover hurt.

FireBug

Roxas hated the idea of surrender.

If he gives in...

He's not the only on to suffer when nothing changes by morning.

But like a moth to the flame-

He can't help reaching for it when it's near,

And Axel can't help consuming what he needs to survive.

FireBug

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