FROM THE HEART
I left.
I left the world.
Worse, I left you.
I left.
This is something that I regret
How can I not?
I hurt you.
I hurt our son.
Though it may not mean much
I am sorry.
So very sorry.
I don't ask for absolution only a chance.
A chance that I don't deserve
A chance with you
A chance, at least, with our son
A chance that I don't deserve—but I am asking for all the same.
You still care for me
I know that
You held me in your arms
You came to visit me.
You gave me a purpose
You have given me hope
You have given me what I have lacked—
A place, a family.
I love you
I don't know how else to say it
I have since I first saw you
I love you
Still, I will step back
Let you make your choice
I will never blame you for your choice
I can only blame my own stupidity
I left.
I left the best things in my life.
I left them all for a dead world.
I left—and now I'm back
I'm back.
I'm here now.
I shall never leave again—
Because I am finally home.
