Author's Note-

I really was just bored so this idea just popped into my head. It's a oneshot, so I really don't know why I write these things. Whatever...on with the story.

Disclaimer: If I owned Warriors, Tigerstar would still be alive and slowly killing off all of ThunderClan...one by one.

Everyone Dies Someday:

Those last words will ring in my head forever. How could I always be with him? He was down there, and I was...dead. That dreaded word had seperated too many loves enough. It ripped you apart and laughed as you tried desperatly to get back to your loved one.

StarClan was great, it was the place of heaven, where dreams were and prophicies are made, I was proud to be part of it. But, it will never be my heaven, with him. Sure he was young, but kithood britghens the mind and gives you ideas.

I used to have nightmares of him slowly ripping away in agony, never seeing the light again, torn by my loss. I knew he would keep going, as long as I kept my promise. To be with him forever.

I was always there. I approved of his warrior name and was sure everyone could see my star shining bright with pride for him. Him moving on was the greatest thing I've ever seen. Don't keep your head in the past. But another forbidden love? At least he has himself a good mate now.

Life is too short to be swallowed up by the past, i would always think, but now, the past seemed friendly compared to being alone here without your loved ones.

StarClan used to try and convince me that I couldn't always watch over him. It was bad enough that they had one heart broken lover, but another? I ignored their protests, I had used my dieing breath to say those things, I inteneded to keep them.

I had told him not to make me save him again, to not think he had nine lives, but it would be great to see him as leader. He had a strong heart and the courage of a lion, but others were blinded by his stubborness. I didn't love that, I loved the being inside. Who he really was.

Too many people I have failed in my life, my brother, my father, my mother, and him. He would always be at the top of my list of who I failed. My father had cared for me, but I didn't spend enough time with him. My brother...I left him alone, but he's moved on.

Some people say, your home will always call you back. It's true for me. I long for the lake and the forest and everything about the warriors and the warmth of bodies around you. The fact that they didn't have all the answers in their paws made me feel normal. That didn't work here.

People said that only knoweledge will be the answer, but how can that be? I have knoweledge, but no answers. I still want to know more about him, and who his real person was. StarClan can never give me that knoweledge.

Sometimes I wondered if he remebered my promise. I always hoped he did, that he would think of me while he looked at the stars. I'll never know the answer to that question either. For, I'm gone.

I once heard a cat say terrible things about love. I don't get it, what's so wrong with love. I guess people are afraid of getting too attached because well, everyone dies someday.

Those words kept me going, knowing that I would meet my family here again, up in the stars. So, that kept me going. I just hoped that he would remeber that. Just keep going, for we will meet again.

I thought he seemed more bitter to others, I guess he was also too afraid to get attached. But then someone else came along and helped him off of his feet. It didn;t last long, he was crushed once again by reality. Forbidden loves couldn't be true.

I guess it was a curse for my family. Forbidden loves end in sadness. But last words last in happiness.

You can say a thousand words in your lifetime, but your final words will make it all count. Just have to choose them carefully, for your loved ones will always keep them in your heart.

So, remeber this. I will always watch over you...Crowfeather.