A/N: Still just putting some old stuff up. They aren't really that old though. Only a couple of months.
Loveless Sex
Scott hates having loveless sex. Yet, without Jean there, he has it anyway. With Logan. Logan whom he hates. Logan who loved her too. But not like Scott had. No one had loved Jean like Scott had. Scott hates having loveless sex, but he has it anyway, with Logan. And he doesn't want to stop.
The school is quiet tonight. All the students are away, on a field trip with Ororo and Hank. Scott is alone, in his room. The one that once belonged to Jean too. The one that isn't really his anymore, because he no longer sleeps in it. The one that he sits in every night, before Logan comes and gets him. Because Scott wants to pretend. He wants to pretend that this room is the one he sleeps in. That he is in it because it is his and Jean's and Logan doesn't ever come. Because this place is too sacred for Logan to enter. But Logan comes anyway, like he always does.
Logan is quiet as he enters. He always is. He stands in front of Scott, and waits. He's expecting something, but it doesn't come. Scott is quiet tonight, like the school. He usually isn't. Scott usually yells and screams at Logan to leave. Logan usually has to let Scott continue to pretend for a little while. Logan usually stands and waits for Scott to calm down. But not tonight. Tonight, Scott is quiet and thinking. Logan isn't affected by the sudden change. He still stands there and waits. He doesn't have to wait long.
Quiet, but calm and clear and sure. "I don't want to do this anymore." Scott's voice cuts through the silence.
Logan just nods and turns to leave. Suddenly, they're kissing, hard and rough with everything Scott wants and needs. There is no telling who initiated the kiss. Perhaps it was Logan, testing Scott's words to see if they were true. Or maybe it was Scott, wanting to take back his words, because he's not ready to let go. Maybe they both kissed each other at the same time. It doesn't matter. All that matters is they're kissing.
It's not long before they're on the bed, grabbing and clawing at each other's clothes. Scott knows that this bed used to be Jean's too. Yesterday, he would have killed himself before doing what he's doing now. Logan is no longer being careful. He rips Scott's clothes off him quickly, needing to feel Scott's bare skin against his. They touch each other, making sure no skin is left untouched.
Scott moans and Logan growls as they feel each other. Logan can hear Scott's heart pounding with excitement. Scott reaches down and his hand brushes against Logan's erection. Logan growls again, and Scott soon feels Logan's fingers gently, yet frantically entering him. It doesn't feel as weird as it did the first time, and soon, Scott is ready. Logan and Scott are both panting and their breathing only grows louder when Logan enters Scott.
They move, with no rhythm, thrusting against each other and feeling each other. Scott around Logan. Logan inside Scott. Logan wraps his thick fingers around Scott's cock, pumping with every thrust. Tonight, the school is quiet, except for Scott and Logan. They're filling an empty room with sounds of their passion. Scott comes first, and Logan soon follows. They collapse onto the bed, both sweating and tired, but not regretting it.
Scott knows this room and this bed used to be Jean's too. He loved Jean and Jean loved him. She would understand. Scott hated loveless sex, and he still does. Jean knows that.
"I still hate ya, ya know." Logan.
Scott smiles and closes he eyes. Logan knows, too, and Scott understands what he means. Scott hates loveless sex. That's why he's with Logan.