I am looking at the most beautiful being in the world.
She was there when I am alone.
She was there when I am sad.
She was there, and that is what's important to me.
I met her in spring, when I was gazing at the ready to bloom flowers. In a flash, she was suddenly there, and in a flash, she appeared in front of me.
With dried paint on my hands, I can't believe that I have created such beauty that would make the flowers' radiance into shame.
She was mine. "What would I name her?"
Leia.
Leia became everything to me.
Sometimes, when I am alone with her, I can hear her voice. She would open her eyes and reach her hand, "Come with me and you'll never be alone."
But reality hits. She's a dream, and I would never reach her. If that is so, I don't need the vision of the reality. All I need is a dream. All I need is her.
I don't need my eyes. I'll avert my gaze from reality.
With bloodied hands and tears of blood, come and embrace me, Leia.
But the dream became cold, I can't hear her, all is not but delusions. A dream that would definitely not become real.
"What shall I do?" I asked her. But as still as she is, her radiance is all it has. A painting that I had made, a painting that I had loved.
Lies. It was all lies.
I looked at her, "If you can't hear me," with a candle on my hand, oil all over the room, "…then kill me."
The light fell and the heat surrounded. In front of me was the beauty that I adored. The beauty that I dreamed. Together, we are alone, in the room on fire. Together… I am alone.
"Let me hear your voice. Be with me always. Erase this loneliness in my heart."
But she smiled and let the fire engulfed her.
There was never an us. There was nothing that can prove her existence. If so, then let everything burn.
"I'll bury the canvas of lies with you, Leia."
Everything became into ashes in the end.
AN: Hello there! KuroUsagi desu~!
I hope you enjoyed my version and understanding of Leia.
I love the song... (though I haven't heard Reon yet.)
Have a good day everyone!
Merry Christmas!