What did I do?
Okay. A few things I have to tell you first!
1. English is not my first language, so there will be a few [a lot] mistakes. But who's perfect?
2. In this story Izaya and Psyche are twins. Psyche is the older one.
3. I had to give them parents, because they will be mentioned as little children. The parents are completely made up!
4. Characters are really OOC! [ Out of Character]
Let's start, shall we?
…forgot. I don't own Durarara.
Hands griped hair. Clothes were torn off. Heavy breathing could be heard. A kiss here, a lick there.
It was not a new thing to have sex for Shizuo. It definitely wasn't new for him to have sex with a man. And it wasn't a new thing for him to cheat on his boyfriend. And it wasn't a new thing to cheat on Psyche with the brunette's brother. So all in all, it was a pretty normal evening for Shizuo Heiwajima.
"Would you please stop zoning out and finish what you started", an angry voice sad.
"Shut up", Shizuo growled back.
Normal people would start with a little foreplay, but Shizuo was far from normal. And Izaya wasn't any better. So instead of little butterfly kisses, clothes were ripped apart. No sweet words were spoken, because there was no love between those two. Well there was, but it was one sided.
"Shizu-cha- agh", Izaya cried out when his boxers were violently pulled from his hips. "So violent, haha", he laughed.
"Shut the fuck up", Shizuo ordered as he took the brunettes erection in his hands and started moving them up and down. Izaya arched his back for more contact, but Shizuo quickly pulled away. "Stop trying to make it seem like we're making love. We're just fucking", Shizuo told the other while he struggled to get his own clothes off.
If Shizuo had looked at Izaya at that time he would have seen how much those words hurt the other, but he didn't. Because Shizuo didn't care, well, not for Izaya. He was deeply in love with the brother of the boy under him. And it's not even like the love is one sided. No, Shizuo and Psyche were in a relationship. It was wonderful, hell, it was perfect.
Psyche was not like Izaya in the slightest, he was nice, cute and just loveable, but there was one little problem. Actually it was a huge problem for Shizuo.
Psyche refused to have sex with him until they're married.
Izaya Orihara wasn't going to deny that it hurt every time Shizuo told him that he didn't love him. But Izaya knew. He knew from the very beginning that the blond would never harbour feelings like love for him, because Shizuo was in love with Psyche, Izayas brother.
Psyche and Shizuo had started going out a year and a half ago. They were a couple since then. Izaya could see that both of them were really happy. Even Shizuo, of whom Izaya thought that he could never be gentle or show love, was like the best boyfriend ever.
Since the first time Izaya had seen Shizuo he had already been able tell that the other was a really touch orientated person. And he knew that Psyche was always shy and would never fool around with someone before being married with that person. And that's where Izaya had come into the picture. He can't even remember exactly how it happened. He had been talking to Shizuo about Psyche and the next second they had been screwing each other on the blonde's bed.
For Izaya it had been one of the happiest moments in his life. He would never admit it but he fell in love with the blond at first sight. He just had that thing about him, Izaya couldn't describe it, but it was addicting. Something the brunette couldn't resist.
Izaya had stopped feeling happy when Shizuo had told him that he still loved Psyche and that he was just fucking Izaya because he needed to release some tension. He had told him that over and over again and when he had reached his climax, he had called out Psyches name. Izaya had felt like his heart would break. But he had not shown it. He had not been able to.
Right after Shizuo had pulled out of him he had started to shout at Izaya. He said horrible things. Things Izaya can't remember…Things he doesn't want to remember. And then, he had thrown him out.
Izaya had never felt so heartbroken in his entire life. Wasn't the first big love supposed to be perfect? What had he done to deserve something like that? Izaya hadn't known if he should have been angry at that time. Angry at Shizuo? Psyche? Himself? Izaya had not known, but he had been sure that he wouldn't even have had the strength to be angry at anyone within himself. He had just felt so weak, so fragile…. So heartbroken.
But that had been the first time it had happened. And that was a long time ago. But that didn't mean that it hurt any less now. Izaya still ends up crying himself to sleep after every time they do it. Shizuo still doesn't care about Izaya or his feelings. Psyche and Shizuo are still in a relationship and everything is still perfect. Still nobody has noticed the sexual 'relationship' between Izaya and Shizuo.
And Izaya was still madly in love with the blond.
So, first chapter. Don't worry I'll continue this one for sure. I already have so many ideas. As always tell me wether you like it or not! :)