Wazzup? Okay, I know you guys might be getting bored with my songfics, but, please…give this one a chance! This is my favorite song, 'Heart Attack' by Demi Lovato…hit it DJ!
-Heart Attack-
Lyrics:
Puttin' my defenses up Never put my love out on the line But you make me wanna act like a girl You make me glow, but I cover up Never break a sweat for the other guys But you make me wanna act like a girl You make me glow, but I cover up The feelings got lost in my lungs You make me glow, but I cover up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack
Never said yes to the right guy
Never had trouble getting what I want
But when it comes to you, I'm never good enough
When I don't care
I can play 'em like a Ken doll
Won't wash my hair
Then make 'em bounce like a basketball
Paint my nails and wear high heels
Yea you, make me so nervous
That I just can't hold your hand
Won't let it show, so I'm
Puttin' my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack (x3)
When you come around, I get paralyzed
And everytime I try to be myself
It comes out wrong like a cry for help
It's just not fair
Pain's more trouble than love is worth
I gasp for air
It feels so good, but you know it hurts
Paint my nails and wear perfume
For you, make me so nervous
That I just can't hold your hand
Won't let it show, so I'm
Puttin' my defenses up
Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack (x3)
They're burning, I'd rather be numb
And there's no one else to blame
So scared I take off and I run
I'm flying too close to the sun
And I burst into flames
Won't let it show, so I'm
Puttin' my defenses up
'Cause I don't wanna fall in love
If I ever did that
I think I'd have a heart attack (x2)
I think I'd have a heart attack
I think I'd have a heart attack (x2)
-Reyna POV-
I'm NEVER going to fall in love AGAIN. Not after what a certain son of Jupiter did to me. I can't believe it. After all we did together; he still picks that stupid daughter of Aphrodite. Of course. She must have charmspeaked him to pick her over me. But I know that isn't true. The look in his eyes tells everyone that he is a lovesick teenager.
But that's not fair. THAT SHOULD BE ME!
It should. Did he not see the look in my eyes when he held my hand and hugged after we defeated a titan? Or did he forget that too? I still don't get it. How come Percy remembered Annabeth and Jason never even knew I existed? That isn't fair. Not at all.
But, of course, that other girl he falls in love with is a daughter of Aphrodite. And that stupid love goddess controls our ex-relationship. And they have a perfect love life and don't have to juggle that with war and being Praetor. Not fair. I have tried YEARS to get Jason's attention. Just when I was sure he would ask me out, BAM, he's gone, come's back with a Greek girl with fake memories and really knows him for, like, 2 months. Real fair. Then, there is Percy Jackson. He comes in with no memories. I know it was a hopeless move, but I really thought I had a connection with him. That idea goes down the drain when he starts ranting about the oh-so-famous-and-pretty Annabeth.I just don't think I should fall in love. It's not possible for a girl like me.
That is why, I, Reyna, Daughter of the great and true Roman goddess Bellona, vows on all gods and sacred rivers that I will never, ever, EVER fall in love. Because if I did, I think I would have a heart attack.
Hope you liked that! I am a leyna fan, and I don't think Jason deserves Reyna. What a heartless creature! Bye then!