He had one again. Another horrid accursed hell of a vision. A nightmare does not even begin to describe this damned fantasy that haunts his tormented soul. I can not help him fully without losing all my sanity. It's just not fair how he is tortured like this.
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right
He always acts so tough and closed up. I wonder what he is trying to prove? He is so beautiful, such a beautiful disaster. If I can make through the good times and the bad would it be a beautiful or just a beautiful disaster?
Oh cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He is abracadabra and imagination. He is powerful and brave when he fights, but woe is that his spirit has seen so much death. How can I help him when all I want to do is curse his name? But I never will. I have to hang in there... hang in there.
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
An do I try to change him?
An do I try to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
I love him and I want his love in return, but he hardly shows that he cares. I am waiting for some magical supernatural wish of any kind for him. Will it ever come?
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
His skin is so strong no matter how many scars or bruises he gets. But he is scared, scares that his skin will become weak. He is never there, and yet he never leaves.
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
He is a beautiful half human half demon, but he is my beautiful hanyou.
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster