I walked down the streets while it rained. People stopped to stare at me like I had jumped out of a TV. My hair was in front of my face, but my eyes glowed a beautiful shade of toxic green. My hair was a fine shade of blazing azure as I scanned the surrounding area as a loud voice pounded my head.
What are we doing here? I want out! The voice hissed as I tried to block it out, but failed. Why are we here? Are you hoping to find your lover? Because if you are, I won't let him take you from me...
I stopped in my tracks and growled softly. "Get the fuck out. I don't want to hear your goddamn voice anymore!" The voice laugh rang in my head.
You know that's impossible. We're connected to each other, by one body. You can't live without me.
I started to run. I ran to god knows where, when I bumped into someone. This person had what looked like no pupils whatsoever, and long, raven black hair, that had been let down, and was sticking to his face because of the rain. He looked down at me as I got up. "Watch where you're going." He snapped. I growled and stood, shooting him a heated, hated look be I pushed past him and bumped our shoulders hard.
I ran as fast as I could to get away from this person. I hated him, even if I had known him for a few seconds. No one knew what it was like to be consumed in darkness by the demon inside... No one. I know what it's like to be shunned, to be hated by everyone, to not have a single friend, to have parents don't want you, to be one the run from everything. To not have anything... I was a wanderer. I would never amount to anything they told me. They told me what I was so that I would know why they would throw rocks, called names, criticized, people would even try and rape me... I hated myself. I hated everyone. I didn't know them, but I hated them... all of them.
I soon stopped running and leaned on a wall. The people of Konoha hated me. They could see the markings on my face indicating that I was a monster, the five vertical lines that traced down my jaw and stopped at my collar bone. I started to pant as more kids started to walk my way, laughing and giggling.
Jesus Christ! Can Konoha get any happier? I saw two girl eye-balling me in the background, one with pink hair, lime green eyes, the other with pale blonde hair in a high ponytail, with azure blue eye. They looked at me, them at each other and giggled. I walked up to them and they gasped. I leaned down close and they leaned in.
"Stop staring at me or I'll rip your fucking throat out." I threatened silently. Their eyes widened and they ran off. I heard them yell the name 'Kakashi-sensei'. I was use to having to do that. People would go around saying things like 'He's just a demon', or 'I might have liked him', or 'That boy will never amount to anything in his life'. I had gone through life believing that everything that happened to everyone was my fault. People in the village dying, my fault... People in the village killing themselves, my fault... Even my parents getting killed was my fault. It was how I was raised. Everything was my fault. It was my fault because a demon had been born and I had doomed the town. That's what they told me.
I walked into a small shop that was dimly lit at the time. No one was in the room, except a young boy in a full green jumpsuit. I quickly glanced up at him. He saw me and he walked up to me and patted me on the back. "Hey, I'm Rock Lee! What's your name?"
He didn't give me time to tell him my name, threaten him, and leave before he burst into a speech about youth. In the middle of his speech, I grabbed his throat, making it so he couldn't talk any longer. I leaned in and said, "Shut the fuck up, you rat bastard. You're getting on my fucking nerves."
A man in another green jumpsuit suddenly walked in with what looked like a bottle of sake. "Alright, Lee, come take your medi-" The man stopped when he saw me. He put the container on the closest object, a table. He ran over to me, preparing to attack. He was about to when I dropped this Lee person and began to leave, dodging is attack. He stared in awe as I left. I stopped in the doorway and looked over at the older man. He gasped and so did Lee. Lee whispered, "Gai-Sensei, he has the same eyes as Naruto and Gaara." I turned on my heel and ran over to this Lee person.
"How do you know Gaara?" I snarled. He looked extremely frightened when this Gai person said, "He was here before, fighting in the Chuunin exam." I walked out of the shop and walk back out into the rain.
The Next Day at School
I walked in to the class, and looked around. Hey, what's your problem? Why didn't you let me go last night? I growled. 'Are you really asking that stupid question?' I replied in my mind.
The voice laughed. I shook it away mentally. Or tried to, anyway. "So, who's this Iruka?" I whispered to myself. Many heads turned to the door as a man with a scar over his nose walked into the room.
He walked into the room and he saw me in front of the class and he smiled. "Oh, you must be Hakai. I'm Iruka." I nodded and all the sudden I saw the few kids I saw last night. They didn't look too happy.
After School
I sat against a tree in the middle of the yard and had my kunai out, whittling and ignoring the outside world when the kids from the other night appeared, save for the boy in the green jumpsuit.
The kid named Neji pinned me to the wall, leaning up and getting to my eye level. He frowned. "Not fun to be on the receiving end, is it?" He whispered. I turned to see the two girls from last night came up. Neji looked up at the two.
"Ino, Sakura, did he do something to you as well?" They nodded. Sakura means Cherry blossoms, so it was easy to see the pink-haired girl was Sakura. The other must be Ino. "Yeah! He threatened us and then he attacked us!" They lied. I rolled my eyes, but the other kids looked sympathetic to them and tried to comfort them both. Some people shifted a little to get the boy off of me, but I hissed at him. "Leave him alone." Thankfully, they stopped in their tracks. I looked at the people at lifted my arms so they were vertical.
"If you want to, hit me." They looked a little wary but when I reached out and punched the pink-haired bitch in the face, they had no problem with beating the shit out of me. When they finished, I let my arms down and they walked away. I stumbled to the wall, breathing hard.
"What are you assholes staring at?" I spat at the remaining crowd that had gathered, snarling. They look frightened before they backed away slowly.
"That's right! Who else wants to beat the shit out of me?" I screamed, stumbling forward. Everyone had a look in their eyes that showed fear. All but one... A boy about my age with blonde hair and blue eyes... His stare was one of understanding and pain. I looked up at him to see he had markings of a demon as well. I glared and turned, walking away to a secluded classroom. A series of whispers broke out and the boy ran after me. I began panting hard, looking up to see that boy standing there. I growled and stood up.
"What do you want? Are you going to kick me? Punch me? Throw things at me? Tell me I'm nothing? Just to break me down? Well, it's not going to work. I've been told those things and more so many times, you wouldn't believe!" I finished. He looked at me and smiled warmly. I backed up, hand on my sword. He walked up to me and he grabbed my chin. I struggled in his arms as he held me to his body. He leaned in and kissed me. I stood there, shocked, but found myself returning this kiss. It reminded me of that day. That day with him... Him... why do you keep thinking about him?
I pulled myself away and placed my hands on my head. Why can't you shut up? "I didn't kill him! It was you, you stupid Demon!" I screamed and ran off, leaving the boy in a completely confused and worried daze.