I have never written something out of Gouenji's perspective before but I didn't think it was that difficult.

(Now that I say that- I hope that's not just what I think and that you guys think I completely screwed his character- I wrote this in two hours and finished it exactly at midnight.)

I don't really really really ship them that hard but on the other hand, I ship Kidou with almost everyone.

IshidoShuuji this is for you dear, I hope you'll enjoy it! Happy birthday!

Chapter one

Gouenji closes the door of his apartment and takes his shoes off with a sigh. He'll have to clean the floor again. It had been raining all morning and water is dripping from his clothes and hair on the muddy floor.

He runs his fingers through his wet, blonde locks. Usually a little rain doesn't really bother him, it's just the day that does. Today is Kidou's wedding day.

Gouenji walks over to his huge kitchen to make coffee for himself and throws a quick glance at the clock. Seven thirty, he still has enough time.

He couldn't sleep last night, he kept turning and over thinking. It must have been around five in the morning that he got up for an early run.
It was still dark when he left the peacefully sleeping Kidou alone in his bed.

Last night was the last night they would even spend together.

He had mixed feelings about it, it felt so good to be with the brunette, but Kidou was hesitant and holding back.

"This is the last time, Shuuya." He had whispered while Gouenji was making his way down with his lips over Kidou's torso. From his chest to his abdomen, a long trail of soft kisses and bites downwards to Kidou's privates, a path they both went down on countless times.
Gouenji had let out a low growl as respond to his words, he was well aware of it that it would be the last time, he didn't need a reminder, not now.

When Gouenji entered his lovers body he took an extra good look at his face, the joy mixed with slight pain even though they had done this so many times before. His eyes closed and his lips slightly parted, making soft noises on the rhythm Gouenji was moving with his hips.
Kidou looked truly beautiful.

That was last night, after everyone had left the bachelor party he and Endou arranged for him. It was nothing big, just a night with all their friends at Gouenji's place.

Endou helped Gouenji clean up after all the guests left while Kidou was waiting in the bedroom, he wanted to help at first too but they both insisted, it was his party after all.

But that wasn't the only reason, Endou wanted to talk with the flame striker in private.

"You seem to be quite calm about it."

Gouenji smiles weakly. "It's my duty as one of the best men."

"Are you sure you want to do this, that you can do this while you actually don't approve the wedding?"

Gouenji purses his lips. "I do approve it…"
"But you wish that would have been you." Endou finished for him.

Gouenji places the plates in the sink, looking at the water. "It's just going all so fast, first you, now him."

"I know," Endou smiled. When he sees the sour look on his friend's face he pulls him closer to hold him in a tight embrace.

Gouenji smiles and buries his face on Endou's shoulder. He smells like grass, even though he hasn't been outside. Or maybe he has, maybe Kidou's wedding also reminded him of the good old times.

When they break away Gouenji gives him a nod "You can go now, I can handle the rest."

Endou looks at him with a concerned look in his big, brown eyes. Something you don't see often coming from him. "Are you sure?"
"I'll be fine. I just need a moment alone. Plus, Kidou is waiting for me."

Endou places his hand on his friend's shoulder, like he wants to wish him good luck and then leaves the apartment. Two years ago he would have joined them in bed. Things are really going too fast.

Gouenji goes on for another twenty minutes, it's quiet in the apartment and at some poit his own irregular breathing starts to bother him. He decides to leave it for the night, he can do the rest tomorrow evening, he'll have plenty of time then..

For a moment he feared that Kidou had fallen asleep already and that the whole night would be ruined. But as soon as Gouenji crawled next to the other male he responded with a soft kiss on his lips.

A kiss that was supposed to be short and gentle but turned out in a long, rough kiss between the two males.

Gouenji was almost drowning in it but he enjoyed every second of it, Kidou's warm tongue, his hands on his body and their erections pressed together.

Gouenji almost wished that this night would never end, but that would have been selfish.

Gouenji returns to the bedroom and finds an empty bed. When he hears the sound of the shower he is tempted to join. But they made a promise last night, and Kidou will be making an even bigger promise today.

I hope you enjoyed it all, don't forget to check out the final chapter if you're interested!