So I tried something new here, tell me what you think.

Microscopic feelings build up and up growing into

Nuclear sized feelings taking over her, the

Olympian children failing her left and right.

Pleading forgiveness, and her not granting it.

Questions arise at her choice, asking if she was justified in her decision that could destroy them all.

Roars of disproval from her father;

Screams of fear from her victims.

The world just doesn't make sense anymore. But she barges on, knowing that

Uncensored doesn't always mean clean.

Vacant eyes and an empty heart are her weapons.

Weak is not her thing.

Xena telling her about some stupid battle with the Ares kids.

Yelling at her. The Lieutenant ending up having to

Zap her to teach her a lesson about wasting her time,

As if she'll ever learn.

But Thalia can hope as the

Cold winter days wear on, that someday she'll understand why she made her decision to join the Hunt.

Dumbest choice she's ever made, if you ask her nowadays.

Ever give her the choice to go back to her old life;

Fuck yeah, she'll take it.

Gods, defeating a bunch of monsters and getting all the glory afterwards is easy as pie. Nothing compared to

Hacking at a monster in the middle of the night on Christmas eve. But what choice does she have?

It's all jacked up, isn't it?

Junky jokes and harsh words spat at her, slowly breaking down the facades she worked so hard on putting up.

Kamikaze moves never seem to hurt her as she attempts to stop this, but on the inside, bit by bit, she is dying.

Life seems worse the Hell right now, something she would know from experience. But there's nothing she can do about it except

Muddle through and hope a dawn will come to her never ending night.

Eh. Not my best. Not my worst. Drop a line and tell me watcha think?

Written for the Veritaville ABC prompt.