A/N: please with your best ignore the grammar and spelling errors please.
BPOV:
Maybe this was a dream or maybe it wasn't, but I couldn't tell. Edward and I were walking on the beach. The night sky insight, the moons rays were shining like a spotlight on us has we walked along the shore. What made me think it was a dream was when Edward said the words I missed so much. "I love you my little lamb, you are beautiful in every way, when I said those words in the forest, well my love they were lie, but if you look me in the eyes all you will see is regret for ever leaving you." When he finished I heard the rawer of a lion and I saw laying on the shore we were walking a lion, but that lion wasn't alone, curled up in that lion was a little lamb whose eyes were closed, and before my very eyes the image changed, instead of a lion and lamb I saw my room, and In my room I saw Edward laying down and holding me in his arms, my eyes were closed just like the lambs. I looked to my left and saw that Edward (not lying on the bed) was gone, and that I was alone in the dark place, without my lion guarding me from all that was around us, and that's when I realized three things, First: what Edward said in the forest was a lie and that I had believed it when I shouldn't have, Second: that my lion was still out their, but he wasn't stay away because he didn't love me, he was staying away so that he wouldn't change me, Third: that if I wanted Edward back I had to find him and convince him, that I don't care if he has to change me, that all I really want is to be by his side again. Their was only one way to do it, I had to be changed.