Not sure about this love

These feelings that I get with you,

Are they real or just imagined?

Unsure about love

I'm torn and confused

Will it end with grieving and sorrow?

Or will it end at all?

I don't want to pay the price of pain

To satisfy the yearning within my soul

To love and be loved

But it's so painful being alone

Almost unbearable, these decisions to make

I'm on my own, with you

Or without you, I don't know

My thoughts get so mangled that even I

Cannot perceive time

Unsure about this love,

Unsure about any love

Will I ever figure it out?

Will I leap forward and take a risk

That could be the death of me,

Or will I stay behind

And watch you get whisked away by another

From the sidelines?

Will I ever love or be loved?