A/N: Hello, again. I know I know, I'm not dead. Yay! Anyway, this is my first attempt at a Supernatural fic but here it is. Thanks to Kate who helped to write the original version of this.
Cas Pov
The frosted ground crunched beneath the thick soles of my boots. As I walked the path less taken, my fingers ran over forgotten crypts of those who lost their way. My breath hung in the air like the many restless spirits that reside here. The full moon rose between crooked forms of sculpted angels on this day.
I no longer fear the demons of the night as I once did, for I have become one. I am just a lost cause and nothing can bring him back. I stopped in front of his grave as an icy tear ran down my cheek. Is stared into the formless eyes of the angel that watches over him now that I cannot. All the wonderful memories of the times we had together rushed through my mind. And it all started in that barn when he summoned me. The one shining star in my life is gone and the world is dark. He taught me how to feel and now all I can feel is pain. Without him I am nothing. I traced the engraved letters of his name with my hand.
Dean Winchester
"Hello again, Dean." I said, my voice raw with emotion. "I am so sorry. I tried to bring you back. Sam and I... we tried. It's just... I couldn't and I'm sorry. You don't how much this hurts me. I have nothing left now. Please I... I just need you to come back. I need you to know how much I love you."
Tears were now running down my face freely.
"Goodbye, Dean Winchester." And I left.