Hello everybody ! So, this is my first Stydia's OS, and it's a translation of my French OS "Souviens-toi que je t'aime". Don't forget to tell me what you think of it ;)
Of course, I own nothing.
Enjoy !
« Remember that I love you »
This last words, wich I haven't answering. However I loved him, I knew it, but I haven't said it, and now, I'm not sure I'll can tell him one day. Why didn't I tell him that I loved him ? Why didn't I able to answer him a simple "I love you too" ? Why was it so compliated for me to tell this words ? When I think of this moment, I can't prevent me to see again all of ours moments, to see us came closer, step to step.
All begin with you Allison, when you started to hang out with Scott. It's thanks to you, that I started to pay attention at him, thanks to you thaht we was able to start know each other, thanks to you that I started to love him. There have been the prom, where, finally, I haven't the impression to only be the popular girl who hang out with the captain of the team, for the first time I was able to be myself, the "nerd", the "genius". Ans him, he already knew that I was hiding my knowledge most of the time, and, I think that he's the only one to know that.
And then, there have been the bite, and all who follow. He was always with me, asking how I was, speaking to me when I was crying, reassuring me. Like this time at the ice rink, where my visions started, and where he was with me. Or even all this story where Derek wanted to kill me, thinking that I was the Kanima, et where him, was here to protect me.
Finalyy, he saved me, he saved me so much time, of so much things... He saved me from madness, from were-wolfs, from hunters, and from all people who wanted to hurt me, but the most important, he saved my life. He saved my life, he was always here for me, while during years, all I was doing was ignore him, by don't even look at him, by don't thinking he was "good" enough to deserve my attention.
Oh ! If you knew how much I feel guilty, if you knew how I would like to came back and tell you how much I love you... But I don't even know if I'll have this possibility again, I don't even know if I'll see you again, and, in a few seconds, I'll probably don't even remember you. I haven't seen them, but you do. I haven't heard them, but you do. I don't want to forget you, I don't want to lose you, but I know, I don't have the choice. It's really ironic, you, who during yeard live with a place for me in you, you'll always remember me, but me, me who just let you enter in my heart, I'll have to live with a empty in my it for the rest of my life.
"I love you Stiles" I whispered in his empty Jeep.