That is my first fic, I hope you like it (I do not own Harry Potter. Just JK, she's a genius) :D
ANOTHER TRIP
I can't believe I find myself in the same situation, again. I mean, another trip, at least the last one of many. Finally our 7th year was beginning, after all we have been through I was really hoping that this year would leave some good memories behind. Even with the horcruxes and the Voldemort's stuff, I tried not to focus on them, and pay attention to what really mattered to me right now. Malfoy. I know it sounds crazy, but I can't forget that blond hair, and what about those beautiful and deep grey eyes? I swear I could spend the rest of my life staring at them and do not getting tired of it. In addition, he is very smart (more than I imagined, actually), decisive (sometimes), and I must not forget to mention his charm, beauty and that sexy smirk.
Since the New Year's ball last year, he took control of my own mind. It's not something I am proud of, but I don't know how to deal with it, and each day it seems like he is becoming a part of myself. He is in my every thought, since I wake up, till I go to sleep. It shouldn't be like this, I am a Gryffindor and he is a Slytherin, and it hurts to say this but...I may have strong feelings for him. This is gonna be a long and tiring year.
FLASHBACK:
It was the night that everybody cheered for the whole year, waiting so patiently, but at the same time it was sad for some students who weren't coming back next year. But anyways, we should make that night last forever, put sadness aside this time and try to have most fun possible. At least that was my quote.
I was never into that ball stuff, but the girls (more specifically Ginny) demanded my presence there. So they ended up lending me a knee-lenght dark green dress and some matching high heels. I guess I don't even have to mention that they did all my make up too.
"Hermione, you look beautiful!" Ginny said with her eyes sparkling.
"Thanks Ginny… you look amazing too" I said a little embarrassed.
I wasn't used to wear that entire make up and a gorgeous dress. Always a first time for everything right? However, Ginny was very...sexy I must say (and no, I don't like girls, thank you very much). She was probably trying to catch Harry's attention.
We both heard a voice coming from the doorstep "Wow, great work Ginny".
It was Harry; he came, gaving Ginny a gentle kiss on her cheek and taking a little bit of his time to look over her body before putting his arm over her shoulder. They looked really cute together. Yeah...I wish I could be that happy with someone, someday. Immediately I thought about Ron, but at the same time I almost threw up, just with the thought of kissing him and marrying him. He was like a brother to me, and that would be very, very strange.
Ron was screaming from the common room "I'm getting tired of waiting you guys, can you all be a little bit faster?, PLEASE!"
"We better hurry before he goes without us" I said in a low tone and giggling discreetly.
When we got in the assembly room our jaws dropped; it was all so well designed and with so many details that nobody noticed. They wasted a lot a time on planning and doing everything to make it all look perfect. There was good music playing and hectic people dancing, a bar serving some drinks and food. I felt so good for the moment, until I heard a voice that I recognized very well.
"I should say Granger; you look very good for a Mudblood" Malfoy said while he looked at me with his gorgeous gray eyes that I liked so much.
"Thank you Malfoy, it's a shame that I can't say the same about you" The word liar was spinning around my head. Of course that would never be true, he was always beautiful and I hated him so much, for making me think about things like that.
"Hey, I was thinking we could try to be polite only for tonight, so try to control yourself Granger. I think both of us understand that this beautiful night shouldn't be ruined so fast, right?" He almost whispered the last words in my ear and a sort of chill came with it, making my body tremble a little.
I silently watched him go, breathing fast and deep, heart beating so much more than it's normal. So all this feelings shouldn't mean anything, right? After all, it was about Draco Malfoy we were talking about, the git, the guy that spent all those years annoying me and my friends. Forget it Hermione, he's still a jerk, like he always was. I thought it would be better if I put my feelings aside and see what the night has reserved for me.
The music was getting louder and louder, so I decided to go straight to the dance floor. Moving my hips with the song that was playing, sometimes I picked up the first person that appeared in my sight to dance with me, I was enjoying all that. The feeling of freedom, maybe, but whatever that was, it was great and I didn't care if the world came down, I would die happy with sort of a happy feeling inside.
I was having so much fun and suddenly realized that the music was now slow, and couples were forming in the middle of the crowd, people in love were getting closer. I guess that wasn't for me, I can't even keep a fish alive for some weeks and all my past relationships were a complete disaster. Damn it, I couldn't even keep my tears from coming. I was standing there, watching, alone, when I felt a hand grabbing my shoulder firmly, and a voice whispering in my ear.
"Would you like to dance with me Granger?" I knew that voice very well.
"Sure, Draco" I said hugging him and putting my head on his chest as we started to dance, very slow.
I know it was not a normal reaction coming from me, but what the hell did I had to lose at this time of the campionship?
"Uh, since when did we start to use first names here?" He asked with a smirk; we knew the answer very well, just needed to hear it coming from my mouth.
"I thought we were trying to be polite, better late than never right?" I giggled almost imperceptible.
He didn't say anything after that; we only enjoyed ourselves in that moment. I really wished that night never ended, it was everything going on so damn perfect. When I thought it couldn't get any better, the music ended, but before we went on our ways, he slowly locked my lips with his. It wasn't a normal kiss, it was full of desire and love, and it was warm, sending chills over my whole body. I've never felt something like this; I wanted more and more, just like a drug rushing through my veins; I felt my knees getting weaker with each sound we made, and my arms on his neck, pulling him closer to me, I didn't want to let it go, never. Unfortunately he broke the kiss; but like a gentleman; picked up my hand and gave it a sweet kiss, and I heard his last words whispered in my ear.
"I'm gonna miss you Hermione, but see you next year" And he left.
END OF FLASHBACK
So now, here I am, with my best friends, on the train that will lead us to our last adventures, in our final year.
"HERMIONE SNAP OUT OF IT!" I realized they were all looking and screaming with me.
"I'm okay, don't worry guys" I was just trying to get some things straight inside my little confused head, it was that so hard to understand? Take a deep breath Hermione, relax. Soon we will get in Hogwarts and you are going to see Malfoy again (if that means I will be happier, great).
"We thought you had taken one of those sleeping potions again" As Ron spoke, he blushed a little.
They all care so much about me, but it makes me wonder if he showed the same affections, in the same way. Oh God, I don't know what is going on with me. Wake up Hermione; it was nothing, just a kiss and some simple gentle words. On the other hand he said he would miss me, I keep thinking if he is really missing me right now. NO, NO, NO, he is a git and a ferret and he will always be, I can't let myself fall in love with him, but… the big thing is that I'm already in love with him and I guess there is no turning back now; I'm going there and I'm telling him everything I feel. Face the consequences Hermione; you have made this mess, but you will get everything right this time.
I played the same scene over and over again. It was so good, and it felt so right. I would do anything to bring his thin lips back to mine, just to feel the shivers running down my spine, and his hands on my neck, bringing me closer to him. Stop! This was going too far for a train ride, I was about to get up and look for his cabin. I have officially lost my mind.
"And there she goes again" Ron spoke, and everybody laughed.
I needed an excuse, fast "Bathroom, I'll be back soon".
Now, I just needed to find his cabin, which was probably the one that had the candy lady standing outside; because of Crable and Goyle; I turned to see left part of the corridor and he was there, right in front of me. At least I didn't have to look for him so much. However I regret my stupid idea of getting out of my cabin, just the sight of his blonde hair and perfect eyes made me blush, even more when I felt his gaze upon me.
"We need to talk, you know" His simple sentence, with the words that made my heart leap of joy. And then, without further ado, he pulled me with him into the bathroom.
"Malfoy! What the hell do you think you are doing? Dragging me here with no one else but you! Are you out of your mind? because I am from mine." He stopped my senseless talking putting a single finger on my lips.
"Shhh…Let me speak ok?" I angrily nodded.
"You are a smart girl, should know pretty well what I want to talk about. I just want you to know that when we kissed, on the ball, I felt something uncommon and I don't know how to deal with that. You have to understand that I'm not sure of anything I'm doing right here and this will be something that I will regret for the rest of my life, but I don't know what else to do, and I know you feel something for me too Granger, please don't give me another one of your famous speeches trying to say the opposite. Because despite of your blood, I pay enough attention to you. I know everything, I can see it in your eyes, I can feel the tension in your body right now. You want me as much as I want you." He grabbed my hands attentively and kept looking at them, waiting for an answer.
I was really stunned. Whenever I would guess that Draco Malfoy was going, someday, to practically declare his attraction towards me, Hermione Granger. He left me speechless and the only thing that was on my mind was the thought of crushing that warm and thin lips of his on mine again, kissing him fervently, with my hands sliding through his muscular chest, my legs wrapped on his slim waist. Oh, he was driving me crazy, making my panties get all soaked and he didn't even had a clue of it.
Ok, coming back to my current situation, what should I say to him? I couldn't just tell him those three little famous words. I was not sure of anything either, I was as lost as he was! I am not used to all of this. Damn you stupid cupid, can't make one wise choice in your life, can you?
"I will take your silence as a signal for me to get out of here. So, it was nice to see you again Hermione, goodbye" I placed a hand on his shoulder impulsively.
When I listened to my name coming from his mouth something cleared inside my head, and made me do that. An unexpexted act coming from me, but I had to do something! He was almost leaving without even giving me a kiss; the thing that I longed the most at this moment.
"The last thing I want is to see you leave through that door right now" And with my words, he pulled me into a kiss.
I wish I could pinch myself to see if it wasn't a dream, damn, he is a great kisser, I am glad I can feel that again. He asked permission to slid his tongue through my mouth and I granted. I felt an explosion of a hundred different things just from that simple act and I couldn't hold a shy moan with the pleasure. My knees were getting weaker by every movement he made; with his mouth and hands. He was doing cute sounds inside my mouth, and that was making me so happy inside. I could finally kiss him with all the passion that I was keeping inside myself this whole vacation, and I swear that nothing in the world could ruin this moment. The train could crash, explode, fall from a precipice, but I would feel safe with in, in his arms, always. He held me tightly to support me, with a hand on my back and the other on the back of my neck, pulling me closer to deepen the most amazing kiss I have ever had, and that I was becoming addicted to. It was tenderly but also fervently, filled with passion, lust, and I dare to say love. We were slowly taking another step, making sure to not rush the things and end with the romantic mood. I had little experience with this, but he helped me with the buttons of his black shirt and with the blink of an eye, it was on the floor. It didn't take me a long time to run my hands his muscular chest. Thank you very much Quidditch!; his muscles were very defined and his six pack was driving me insane. While one of his hands moved to squeeze my ass, the other one moved to my breasts. This was going a little too fast, but the problem was that my mind was recusing to process any kind of additional information. We pulled each other apart, gasping for air, breathing heavily.
"Bloody hell Granger, where did you learn to kiss like that?" I laughed louder than I should, altough his expression showed me that he was serious about this.
He looked at me carefully before asking the final question. "Are you sure you want this Granger? I don't want to see you crying in the bathroom late at night"
I wasn't thinking straight anymore, I just wanted him, now. I nodded to confirm everything he was hoping for. It wasn't long before he laid me on the cold bathroom floor and positioned himself on top of me. My top was removed very slowly, I could see his eyes shinning with antecipation. I realized I didn't care anymore, I have all the rights to do what I might want, and I want this, with him and no one else is going to make me feel like this again. The rest is not like him, don't have the same passion, the same grey eyes. He is unique, my one and only. I caught him looking at my breasts with a childish smile on his face.
"Are you ok?" He answered almost immediately.
"Just enjoying my view" I pulled him quick for another kiss.
Soon, I could feel his upper body against mine, and that meant that all of our respective clothes were on the floor. Draco cupped my left breast with his hand and began to suck the right one. That was amazing; far away from everything I have ever felt. I never wanted him to stop, it was like I was on heaven, dying of pure bliss. I could feel him pressing himself against me even harder. He started to make a trail of kisses: first my ear lobe, than my neck, after, the space between my breasts, my belly, and I was glad when he finally arrived to my navel. He was staring at me while he took of my panties and threw it on the floor, next to everything else. I felt his eyes scanning my whole body, from the top of my head to the tip of my toe and it felt great. I was ashamed, but everytime I tryed to cover something with my arms he stopped me. Deep inside I knew that with him everything would be alright.
"I have no words to describe you." I blushed, shit. I hated when he did that.
"I'm feeling a little injustice here" That was when he guided my little hands through his chest, reaching his jeans.
And I unzipped it, leaving him only with his boxers and I could see clearly now how much excited he was, so I decided to remove his boxers once for all. We were staring at each other, when in a rush he made his move and began to kiss me passionately. I was digging my nails on his back, screaming his name over and over again.
"Please Draco...I...I..." He gave me a smirk, he knew exactly what I wanted.
"Say the words Hermione and I will do it" Oh, he was playing with fire.
"Can you please stop being a jerk for a second?" I wanted, I needed him.
He laughed loud, and I relexed for a second, then I remembered what we were about to do. He gently rubbed the tip of his member on my entrance.
"Are you sure? I don't want you to regret this after" He said in the softer way possible.
"I already told you I'm fine with this. Now do it soon, before I get bored." I loved him more than I knew.
"Haha! That's pretty impossible with a naked Draco Malfoy on top of you."
He kissed the corner of my mouth and without moving his face from mine I felt it. He was inside of me and it hurt a lot. A single tear ran through my face and he kissed it away. It hurt on the beginning, but after a few minutes the pain was transformed into pure pleasure. Everything was so perfect, the things he was making me feel was beyond anything I have ever dreamed of. I loved him, I had no doubts anymore. I felt the climax growing more and more each time his body met mine, we were so sincronized that it was a shame that it had to end it. I left an incredible loud moan when we both reached our climax together, Draco collapsed on the floor and I lay on his firm chest. I couldn't believe I had made it with Draco Malfoy, the boy I was supposed to hate with all in me, on the bathroom floor of the Hogwarts express.
"That was amazing" We said breathless.
"Do you think our friends are worried?" I asked with curiosity.
"Maybe a little" He answered smirking at me like always.
We were resting peacefully, on a romantic embrace, when the speakers were on, saying out loud to everyone hear it:
Welcome to Hogwarts dear students! I hope you all had a good trip and have a great year at the school.
Draco was already up and offering me a hand to help me, it was very odd to see him like this. After he pulled me up, he rushed to put his clothes back on.
"See you later Hermione" He said as he winked at me, leaving the bathroom after.
Oh, this will be an interesting year…
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