There's something.

I glance over and there he is, kissing her.

Why am I here, with her when I could be with the woman I think I love?

I press my lips against his, catching his sent as I move closer. He's tense, but I carry on, and he soon relaxes. He's all I ever wanted kind, caring, charming.

I stand there letting her kiss me. My thoughts should be with her but their not, their with Alice. I pull away feeling guilty. I glance around, and there stands Alice. She's seen everything.

I catch his eye, noticing something I seen before. Guilt.

There's sadness in her eyes, she tries to look away before I see the tears falling down her cheeks, but she's too slow. Now I feel even worse. Have I lost her? For good?

I follow Danny's gaze seeing Alice turning around and walking off. What did she want? She always wanted Danny but I got him, she should accept it and move on.

I mutter five words to myself as I walk away.

"I do not love him." Trying to convince my self I did not like Danny. Deep down however I know I'm falling for him, and I'm falling fast.

Do I go after her or stay with Vanessa?

I though he was over her, but how wrong could I be? For those few precious second I though for once in my life, I had my dream. But a dream's a dream, and they never come true.

I walk and walk before sliding down a tree, more tears falling. Why am I reacting like this? It's not like I'm in love with him … yet.

"Look, I'm sorry Vanessa but I need to go"

I just nod, knowing full well where he's going. He's going after Alice. I lean in for a kiss …

She leans in for a kiss, but I just walk away, well and truly annoyed with myself, following the tracks of the woman I think I love.

I sigh before walking in the opposite direction, both happy and upset at the same time. I'm happy he has found someone else to love after his late wife. Just upset that that lucky person isn't me.

Alice is nowhere to be seen, I stop and listen. Somewhere far off I can hears sobs, which can only mean one thing. Alice.

There's something coming through the bushes, I stand up preparing myself to run. I glance away and then back again, it's him.

She's seen me, now what do I do? I'm no good with this sort of stuff.

I walk away not wanting a confrontation. He doesn't need to know how I feel. He's happy with her and that's all that matters.

I follow her, grabbing her arm as I catch up with her.

"Alice"

"Go away" I manage to mumble.

"Please, I need to know something… do you love me?" There I said it, no going back now.

I just nod, slightly embarrassed by his forwardness.

"But your happy with Vanessa, so it doesn't matter does it?"

I could swear my heart just broke in 2 as I say those words.

"It does, there never was a me and Vanessa. That was the first and last time. It was always you Alice, always you."

I take a step towards him.

I make my way towards her and gently press my lips against hers.

I kiss him back. For a few moments there I thought there was nothing, but now I'll always know there's something.