I know I would be lost without her, but I fear she is already lost. My dear Nepeta has devoted her energy to keeping me safe from myself and others, however, she has left herself open to the evil influences that this city is rich with. I constantly worry about her, as well as Aradia, my love. I wish desperately to keep them safe, and I would if my father is not preventing me from doing so.
If it is not clear, I am Equius Zahhak, son of of Darkleer Zahhak and heir to the Void Club. If you have not heard of them, consider yourself lucky. I know much about my father's mob, and I am not proud. I wish to lead a pacifist's life, but my father has forced me to take over the Club on the event of his downfall.
Though I know that Nepeta and Aradia are both clever and strong, I still do not like to leave them without the help of others. It is a dangerous, poisonous city we live in. If I could give them a chance at life somewhere far away from here, but I do not think it will ever be possible.
For now, however, I must bid that dream adieu. My father controls me and for now, I would like to avoid his wrath.